Breanna Yde One Shots

A Reason To Live

I'm so sorry, but this chapter isn't going to be that good. I am literally only half awake and in online class, and I'm writing this to distract myself. Who else hates school?

-foob cat :P

Gina

I hate this. I hate all of it. Every single thing about this sucks. Why can't I be like any other normal person? With a happy family, and caring friends. But no, none of that can happen. I don't have any reason to live. The guy I love doesn't love me back. My friends are all fake. And I don't have a family.

T: Gina? Are you there?

G: Huh? Yeah.

L: Are you sure, you seem to be doing that a lot lately.

E: Yeah, what are you thinking about?

G: Nothing, just zoning out.

Tyler

We're currently on the bus, and I don't know why but I kiss Gina. She pulls away immediately.

G: We can't do this. You're with Dylan.

T: Well... I'm not, and-

G: But you guys like each other. I get it. No feelings attached.

F: Thanks. 

G: You should ask her out. She'd LOVE that.

F: I can't tell if you're being sarcastic.

G: I'm not. She likes you. 

F: Wow. How do I impress her?

G: I don't know, do the cliche, get her flowers, go to her house, ask her out?

F: You think she's that kind of girl?

G: Yeah. Have you seen the number of rom-coms she's watched?

F: You're right... 

TIME SKIP

I'm starting to rethink asking Dylan out. I thought she wasn't that kindd of girl. Now I knew we had nothing in common, except for a few friends and Malibu Rescue.

D: Hey Tyler! 

T: Oh, you're here! Are you ready?

D: Yeah.

The entire time, I do my best to act normal, but her constant flirting was annoying me. I thought I would enjoy her company, but right now I'd rather third wheel Lizzie and Eric. Or hang out with Gina. She's a bit too uptight but she's cool. I've never really hung out with her alone. Why am I thinking about this?

D: Hey! Sooo... what's next?

F: Uh... We're going to the movies.

D: Really? Okay.

F: Why do you sound... so bored?

D: I thought we would do something else.

F: Okay. This is the last straw. I can't do this anymore. I no longer have ANY feelings for you. I don't want to continue this date.

D: What?! I'm sorry! Please!

F: NO! I can't do this. I'll just drop you off at your house.

D: ...

I drop her off and immediately head to Gina's house.

T: Gina?

G: Huh?

T: I kinda... ruined the date?

G: What? Why? How?

T: I kinda don't like her. She's to clingy and we have nothing in common.

G: Alright. Who do you like?

T: I - What?

G: C'mon, I'm not dumb, you like someone else. Who is it?

T: I...

Do I like someone?

G: I'll give you some time.

She leaves, and I feel uneasy. 

Gina

I quickly go to the bathroom. I can't do this anymore. I have to end it. I quickly put the pills in my mouth and swallow them. It's working. I'm finally free. It's finally over.

?: GINA!!!

I wake up and immediately smell bleach and rubbing alcohol.

G: Where am I?

I look around and see an IV in my wrist. 

G: IS ANYONE HERE?

T: GINA! YOU'RE UP!

G: Yeah. Who brought me here?

He looked mad.

G: Are you okay?

T: NO I'M NOT OKAY! YOU TRIED TO FUCKING KILL YOURSELF! THE GIRL I LOVE WANTS TO DIE!\

G: You...

He covers his mouth with his hand.

T: I've said too much.

G: You love... me?

T: Yes, I love you. I realized that after your attempt. I realized I couldn't bear to live without you.

G: You've done it.

T: Done what?

G: You've given me a reason to live.