The perfect pray [NAMJIN]

19. Wet cheeks and a sore throat

*Jin's pov*

I slamed my door and slided down to the floor. My head is filling with different scenarios and accusations of Namjoom. I don't understand, it was real right? It must have been.

Just when I finally started to calm my breath my phone started ringing. My shaky hands diged up my phone from my back pocket just so I can see that Namjoon is calling me.

"No no no.. ", I let the phone ring, I'm too afraid to even hear his voice right now.

But it doesn't stop, it rings and rings and I am just sitting there completely out of my mind.

So I did the only thing I could think of, I declined the phone call and quickly blocked his number than I decided to call someone. I need to share this with someone. What if he goes after me? Somebody needs to know, somebody whom I trust and who won't freak out.

With my shaky finger I call Hoseok. I don't know how Jungkook would react and I don't want to put him in danger. If something would happened to him I would never forgive myself.

"Hello? Jin?".

"Hosoek, please you need to come here, I'm scared and you're the only person I can think of now so if you could come here asap-", I feel the tears running down my cheeks again. Deep breaths Jin, deep breaths.

"Jin calm down, what happened?", he asked with his worried voice.

"You need to come here I'll explain, but-but please don't tell anyone, promise me-", I choked on my breath, my thoat is dry and I feel it closing. It's getting harder to breath. "I saw- I saw Namjoon and blood, lot's of blood."

"You need to- hold on what? I'm- I'm comming over", in the background I heard a quiet voice asking what's happening, guess it's Yoongi.

"Calm down ok? I'll be there in a minute", beep beep. He ended the call.

I tried to get up and at least sit on a couch. This is gonna be fine, it'll all work out somehow right?

Few minutes passed I heard the ring of  door bell. I ran to the door and my heart skipped a beat for a second.

What if it's Namjoon?

I peaked through one of my windows and saw Hobis car. Thank goodness I felt my whole body relax.

The bell rang again and I oped the door for him, immidietly capturing him in a hug.

"Thank god it's you I tought I-", there it comes, another wave of tears.

"Shh it's alright, whatever that is. I'm here ok? I'll help you, dont worry", a soothing hand was circeling on my back.

"Why don't we come in hm? Let's make some tea and talk ok? ", he smiled at me with one of the most geninue smiles I ever saw.

We did as be said and sat in my living room where I was hoplessly trembling moments ago."

"So what exatlly happened?".

I took I deep breath. "I was walking down the hallway. Me and Namjoon were supposed to meet in front of the school as always and go home together. But I wanted go grab something to eat", I looked up at Hobi who was patiently listening to me.

"I took the quick path since I didn't want to keep him waiting and then.. in- in the dark I saw him and another boy", I looked down again since my eyes are filled with tears anyways.

"Awh hyung I see.. I'm sure Namjoon can explain-".

"No no, it's not like that", I pushed his hug away, " He was... biting? The other person. There was lots of blood. "

I wiped my tears and looked up again just so I see the utter shock on Hobis face.

"O-oh, I see", he looks down with a worried face. Why isn't he freaking out? I just hold him Namjoon possibly murdered someone, what's with that reaction?

"I'll ask you some questions ok?", I slowly nod.

"Do you love Namjoon?", I cannot read his face. Normaly I am good at knowing what other people think but his expresion is just blank. Like his about to do something serious.

"Answer."

"I don't know if I exactly love him, but I surely tought we could someday get to that point. He- he made me feel different than others", I managed to mummble out.

"I- I can clarify some things about him. I promised him I woulnd't but, since I know you mean too much to him now I belive what I'm about to do is the best thing I can",  he smiled at me.

"I don't understand-"

"You will, but promise me not to freak out ok? What I'm about to tell you might sound crazy but he isn't a bad person ok? I know him and he would never hurt anyone," I nod again.

"Plus I am a little tangled in this mess too,  I was actually in a quite a similiar position too", he took a deep breath and  sipped his tea.

"Namjoon is a vampire, just like Yoongi".

"Huh? That's ridiclious, they don't exist-"

"They do, that's why he was drinking that guys blood. Did you ever saw him eat? He probably didn't sleep that much too no? Even tough he has mixed blood. See Yoongi does this too, he usually drinks out of blood packs tough, and sometimes with my permission from me."

I was staring at him totally speechless. Mouth full open I could probably swallow a fly.

"See Namjoon doesn't have anyone like Yoongi has me. That's why he's feeding off of random humans. He cannot drink blood pack that much becouse of his mixed blood that's making him weaker and so he needs fresh human blood. Yoongi on the other hand is a pureblood, so his vampire body is more durable", he kept on explaining stuff leaving me more confused than smarter.

"What do you mean by mixed blood?", I asked quietly.

"That means that one of his parents was a human, it's a rare occasion but it can happen."

"Wow that's- but still what will happen to the poor guy?"

"Don't worry, I'm sure Namjoon didn't take much of his blood. Vampires do have the ability to make you forget a little period of time. So the guy will probably wake up with the thought that he hit his head and fell or something. It's to keep the humans safe from knowing vampires exist. "

"That's- that's a lot. I don't know how to feel now. "

I bringed my knees to my chest and tucked them under my chin so I can hug my body.

"I know it's a lot, and it'll take time till you process everything, so just take your time. Namjoon will wait", he smiled and ruffled my hair.

"Now, now you might be smart when it comes to this fucked up vampire thing but I'm still your hyung ok?", I grabbed his hand.

He just giggled, "sorry".