Sex, Secrets and Love II

1. Coming home

           

"Rose" Ryan's low voice sounded down the phone. "Fancy coming back?" He said. I looked round the flat that I was living in and sighed.

Since I had left the boys, six months ago, I had done pretty well for myself. My job, modelling with Charlotte, had progressed and I am now modelling for Jack Wills, and wearing their clothes for the website.

'I don't know Ry, I can't keep going backwards and forwards. It isn't fair for anyone.' I said. I'd love to go back, definitely, but I can't bear to see the boys' sad faces if I ever had to leave again.

'Well you won't have to leave this time, the boys came into my office this morning and told me that they didn't have feelings for you anymore. They specifically asked to have you back!' He said, sounding pleased.

I my head told me that it was a bad idea, but my heart told me to go back. I sighed and stupidly listened to my heart.

'Okay Ry, when do I start?' Ryan let out a sigh of relief and spoke happily down the phone.

'A car will be sent to pick you up in three hours, is that okay? Your room is exactly as you left it so you know what you need to take. I'll nip round to the house tomorrow.' He said, rambling slightly as he does when he gets what he wants.

'Ry, is it okay for me to drive? I might need my car once I am there with them?" I asked.

"Okay, that's fine.' He replied and chuckled slightly. We said our goodbyes and put the phone down.

I knew that even if I went back to them, I would still be able to carry on with my job. I would be living my normal life, but I would have their support and touch on my skin. It would all work out, I can feel it.

I collected up the few things that I needed to take with me and put them in a small overnight bag. My MacBook, iPad, earphones, phone, purse, keys, and a few new clothes that I just couldn't live without. Seeing as I hadn't seen the boys in so long, I decided to change into something a little nicer than the Jack wills joggers and baggy t-shirt that I was already wearing. Benefit of modelling for Jack Wills, you get tonnes of free clothes.

I got my denim coloured skinny jeans, a loose white crop top and changed into them. I put on my favourite black vans and flicked my hair over in front of my shoulders. It wasn't cold enough outside to want a jacket, so I picked up my bag and sat in the window seat, looking down onto the road.

I decided to wait three hours to leave for the boys' house. I didn't want to get there any earlier than I would if I was getting a lift. I walked slowly towards the door, taking one last look at my flat and turned off the lights. My new flat was about an hour away from the boys' house. I thought it was best to live this far away so I didn't 'accidentally' bump into them one day.

The car journey didn't feel too long, despite the fact that the weather was terrible. The rain sleeted down onto the windscreen. I tried to block out the noise by playing music through the stereo. When I got to the boy's road, I drove through the familiar black gates I knew, I was home at last.

Ryan told me to go straight in, I had no idea if the boys knew I was coming.

I walked up to the door and opened it slowly, taking in all the memories that came flashing back. I could hear the boys sat in the living room watching a film, so I walked up the hallway towards the noise. The door was wide open, so I walked through it and saw all the shocked faces on the boys.

"Miss me?" I said with a huge smile on my face as I saw Lewis running towards me, pulling me in for a hug. He clung to my small frame as I hugged him back. Harvey was next, giving me a cheeky wink as he walked towards me. Luke came next, politely welcoming me back, the Zach gave me a cheeky grin and hugged me gently. Noah was last. He came towards me, glossy eyes and gave me the tightest of hugs. He buried his head in my shoulder and clung to me. I hugged him back as tightly as I could and felt as he breathed in my perfume.