TW: SIGNS OF ABUSE
Keep quiet..he can't find you here. Suga kept repeating those words in his mind as he clasped his hands against his mouth, one over the other. His red puffy eyes filled with tears as he peered through the crack of his closet door. The sound of footsteps coming from the hallway inched closer. Suga backed up into the corner of the closet until he touched the walls, jumping slightly by the sudden impact. He sank to the ground with tears running down his cheeks and along his hands. What do I do... Mom told me to hide..but..what if I get caught?
The footsteps grew closer and suddenly his bedroom door swung open. "Suga! Don't be shy! I just want to talk!" The man searched the room checking under the bed and behind the door of the room. Suga let out a whimper and his eyes jolted wide. A snicker escaped from the man as he started to approach the closet door. He stopped in front of the door and swung it open revealing a sobbing and terrified Suga. "What have I told you about hiding from me?" Suga held up his arms in front of him shielding himself as the man reached down to grab him "Daddy, no!!"
BEEP BEEP BEEP
Suga's eyes shot open as his alarm went off. His heart was pounding as he perched himself up onto his elbows. Just... a dream.
It had been a long while since he had that dream and till this day it still terrifies him. Suga reached over to his night stand, grabbed his phone and pressed the dismiss button to turn off his alarm. He rubbed his eyes with one hand as he started to browse his notifications. They were mostly likes and comments on his videos, though not many. He didn't expect them to get much recognition as he was still fresh in the streaming scene.
As he browsed through his phone, he noticed a couple of missed calls from Oikawa followed by some texts.
[From: Oikawa 8:42a]
Heyyy! I'm on my way over. I tried calling but you didn't answer.[8:55a]
You can't still be asleep, Suga, for fuck's sake.Suga's hazel eyes moved toward the top right of his phone to check the time. The tired feeling from just waking up quickly vanished as soon as he realized it was 9:13a. "Shit!" He threw the blankets off of him and jumped out of bed.
Just as he was about to head to the bathroom to take a shower, he heard knocks on his apartment door. Suga groaned as he headed towards the bathroom to grab a towel hanging from behind the door. He wrapped it around his waist covering up his boxers before heading to the door.
Upon opening it, he was greeted by a very upset Oikawa who had his arms folded across his chest. "Did you forget I was coming today? You aren't even dressed yet!"
Today, Suga and Oikawa were supposed to go get some new clothes. Suga definitely needed a change of wardrobe. At least that's what Oikawa had told him. "I'm sorry Tōru. My alarm must have been going off for a while. I know I set it for 8:30a."
Oikawa rolled his eyes before entering the apartment. He took off his black gloves and his light blue pea coat, tossing them on the couch. He undid his black scarf but only let it hang around his neck.
"You never sleep through your alarm." Oikawa turned back towards Suga as he was just coming into the living room after closing the apartment door. "Did you have that nightmare again?"
Oikawa was the only one that knew about Suga's past. He was the only person that he trusted after all. Suga's eyes shifted to the floor not wanting to mention anything, but he knew that Oikawa wasn't going to drop it just like that. He wanted to be there for him, just like he always had been.
Oikawa frowned as he walked toward Suga, placing his hands on his cheeks, "Look, you know I will always be here for you. I am your best friend after all, so just talk to me."
Suga sighed before looking up toward Oikawa, "I know, but I'd rather not think about it." He removed Oikawa's hands from his cheeks and headed into the bathroom. Maybe the shower will help clear my mind some.
Suga turned on the water and removed his towel and boxers before stepping into the shower. He had left the door open to talk with Oikawa who was now sitting on the couch browsing through his phone with his legs crossed.
"I'm surprised Iwaizumi isn't here with you." Suga spoke loudly for Oikawa to hear.
"He had to work, but he said he would meet up with us later." Oikawa answered as he scrolled through his phone before opening the camera and taking pictures of himself.
Suga turned off the water and pulled a towel inside of the shower to dry off his light grey hair. Once done, he wrapped the towel around his waist and stepped out.
Suga let out a soft laugh as he noticed Oikawa taking pictures of himself. "The hell are you doing?"
Oikawa set his phone down before looking toward Suga. "Just giving some presents to Iwa-chan." He winked toward Suga before quickly holding up his phone once again, holding up a peace sign with a grin, but this time he turned toward Suga to capture him in the shot.
Suga blushed before rushing towards Oikawa in an attempt to grab his phone from him. "Oikawa, come on! The last thing I need is for Iwa to bite my head off and question us!"
Oikawa quickly pulled his phone out of Suga's reach, keeping him away with one of his legs. He attached the picture in a message to Iwa with a laugh. "Annnnndddd send!"
Suga covered his face to hide the strawberry tint before Oikawa's phone started to ring, the screen reading 'Iwa-chan' with red hearts next to his name. Suga sighed as Oikawa answered it, putting it on speaker with a snicker.
"Yessss, Iwa-chan? You are on speaker." In an instant, Iwa started yelling. "SUGA! YOU BETTER NOT BE TRYING TO STEAL HIM AWAY OR SO HELP ME!"
Iwaizumi had always been jealous when it came to Oikawa. It was like he always had to make it known with what was his. "Relax, Iwa-chan! I was only teasing him.." he paused for a moment, "...and you since I know you get riled up easily."
Iwaizumi huffed. "Of course you were. Anyways, I need to get back to work. Love you, asshole."
Oikawa couldn't help but laugh. "Love you too, Iwa-chan!" He hung up the phone before crossing his legs again.
Suga shook his head, removing his hands from his face. He made his way to his closet inside of his bedroom. "I don't understand why you tease him so much." Suga browsed through his clothes before finding a pair of black fitted skinny jeans with the knees torn and a cute purple sweatshirt.
"It turns me on when he gets all jealous like that." Oikawa spoke with a shrug of his shoulders as if what he said was just casual talk.
"I... didn't need to know that." Suga replied as he started dressing himself.
"If you think that's bad, you should see him in bed."
Suga poked his head out of his room just as he finished putting his clothes on, "Tōru!"
Oikawa had no filter when it came to him and Iwa. "I'm just saying! You were the one that asked. Anyways, hurry up so we can go. Iwa-chan let me borrow one of his cars."
Suga exited the room fully clothed with a shocked look on his face, "Iwaizumi let YOU use one of his cars. Surprised he actually trusts you driving."
Oikawa made an annoyed face towards Suga, shoving him lightly. "Listen, I can drive perfectly fine. Thank you very much."
Suga made a 'yeah, okay' face. He absolutely hated the way Oikawa drove. He had a bad habit of not paying close attention to the road. One time while they were driving, Oikawa missed a stop sign and then hard stopped at a red light shortly after making Suga spill his coffee all over himself. This man was literally checking himself out in the rear view mirror.
Oikawa headed to the door grabbing his coat and gloves and putting them on along the way. "Stop silently judging me and let's go already." He opened the door and headed out, Suga quickly grabbing his coat, following shortly after before closing the door behind him.
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