Dark Influence

The Only One (Oikawa 1)

TW: ARGUING

{Conversation between Oikawa and Suga}

~9:27pm~

Oikawa: How's work goin?

Suga: Well..the boss was in.. Just my luck huh?

Oikawa: Was he mad?

Suga: Surprisingly no. Though, now I HAVE to be one of the dancers for some after party

Oikawa: After party?! Doesn't the club close at like midnight?

Suga: Yup and he didn't tell me what time it was supposed to end either

Oikawa: Do you want me to stay up so I can come get you after? I'm sure Iwa wouldn't mind.

Suga: No it's fine. I already had one of my coworkers offer me a ride home

Suga: Anyways I need to get back to work. If I need you, I'll call you

Oikawa: Have fun!!

Oikawa's POV

I placed my phone down on the kitchen table with a sigh. I worry too much about Suga even though I know that he can handle himself. He had quite an attitude and was definitely scary when you pissed him off. Iwaizumi peaked in from the living room upon hearing me sigh. He put on his coat before walking over to me.

"What's with the long face?"

He sat down in the wooden chair beside me, placing his elbow on the table top and resting his head in his hand. He looked at me with soft eyes then slightly smiled. It was very rare for him to show this sweet side of him, but when he did? God my heart just melts and I fall in love with him more and more. Iwaizumi sat there waiting for an answer, but I just kept quiet. He lifted his head from his hand and reached over. He then pushed the strands of brown hair that had fallen in front of my eyes to the side.

"You can't just sit here and say nothing, you know."

I smiled as I moved my chair closer to him. I leaned forward placing my head against his chest and wrapped my arms around his waist. He placed his chin on the top of my head, placing his arms on my shoulders and wrapping them lightly around my head. I adjusted slightly in order to be able to speak.

"Just worried about Suga. Seems like he is going to be working extra late tonight."

Play the song Lovely - Billie Eilish

Iwaizumi let out a low growl. He despised that I gave Suga a mass amount of attention. He kept saying that he had gotten more attention than himself. Iwaizumi let go of me and stood from his chair causing me to release my grip on him. I could tell that he was quite upset about what I said.

"If you are going to worry about him that much then maybe you should have dated him instead."

My eyes widened as I sat there quietly looking up at him. I couldn't help but to care about Suga as much as I do. He grew up in foster care starting at the age of 8 and had nobody there for him. He didn't explain as to what happened to his parents nor am I going to pester him about it. The most I can do is be there for him when he needs me.

I quickly stood up from my chair and glared at him. My voice slightly rose out of anger, something that I don't do very often.

"Why would you say that?!"

Iwaizumi brushed off the fact that I was upset and headed to the front door. It was typical for him to not acknowledge when I was upset. He didn't like to argue and would do anything just to avoid it. He reached the door and started to slip on his shoes before turning toward me.

"Lets go. We are already going to be late for our-"

I approached him, standing a few feet away before quickly cutting him off, "No! You really think I'm going to want to go anywhere knowing that you are angry with me!?"

He glared at me and my eyes widened, "How the hell am I supposed to act Tōru? The amount of attention he gets compared to me is ridiculous!"

I let out a sigh as I looked down. I started to fidget with my hands. Maybe I should tell him... But then Suga would be mad at me for even saying anything. There was a moment of silence I knew I needed to break.

"He needs me Iwa.."

Iwaizumi balled up his fist and slammed the side of it against the wall causing me to jump. "He needs you?! What about me?!?! Where the fuck do I fall in all of this?!?!"

"Iwa I didn't mean-"

"Didn't mean what?! It's always about him! I feel like I'm always coming in second when it comes to him!"

"Hajime, you know that's not true!"

"Really? Then what is.. Tell me."

"I- I don't know.."

Iwaizumi scoffed, "Then we are done here.... I'm going home."

Play the song Maybe They Will Sing For Us Tomorrow - Hammock for this part

He turned around, placing his hand on the door knob. The sound of it clicking caused tears to roll down my face. I couldn't just let the love of my life walk out like that. I jolted forward, wrapping my arms around him from behind.

"Please.. Don't go. I know that I should be giving you more and I'm sorry...I can't tell you why I care for him as much as I do, but you have to understand that I love you. More than anything in this world. At the end of the day, I'm always going to come back to you. You will always be my home, Hajime.."

Iwaizumi slowly released the handle of the door and placed his hand on mine. His delicate touch was calming, almost like ocean waves when they crashed against each other. He grasped my hands in his, pulling them away from his body before turning to face me. My eyes were puffy with a red tint around them. He placed his right hand on my cheek, gliding his thumb along my tear stained skin.

"Do you mean that.."

My eyes glued to his chocolate ones, "Every word of it."

The corners of his lips curled into a small smile. That smile was all I needed to ease my breaking heart. Iwaizumi moved his head closer, placing his lips against mine and at that moment, I felt everything around me freeze. It was almost as if the world had stopped turning. I have never felt such euphoria, such bliss, and the only person that could make me feel like I was floating on clouds was him: Hajime Iwaizumi.

I parted my lips from his, breaking the passionate kiss. Iwaizumi wrapped his arms tight around me as I then buried my face into the crook of his neck. It definitely felt like I was in some sort of safe haven at that moment. He made me feel like nothing in this world could hurt me. We have had arguments in the past, but this one definitely took first place. I honestly thought I was going to lose him and that was something I wasn't willing to handle.

Iwaizumi spoke softly with his head resting atop of mine, " You know.. We can still go out for our date."

"It doesn't matter what we do. As long as I'm with you, Iwa.. I'm happy."

"I love you, Tōru. To the moon and back-"

"-more than all of the stars in between."

I lowkey started to tear up making this part. The argument was really getting to me ^^'