~ Unknown love > Tamaki Amajiki X Reader

17- Liar.

It was Saturday afternoon, I was in my room overthinking still traumatized from what happened, I been getting my anxiety attacks more often since that day happened, Mirio told me to meet him at the back of the dorms he had something 'important' to tell me.

I was currently waiting for Mirio in the back of the building at our dorms, he came 3minutes later with Tamaki behind him following, "l/n...let's get straight to the point.." Mirio says looking kinda down which kinda worries me but still I nod, "Sir night eye is...." he paused my eyes widen, "No! Hahaha Mirio it's not time for jokes right now." I started stepping back slowly, "He's dead...l/n..." Mirio looks at me with regret in his eyes, 'I shouldn't have told you l/n...'

"Why!? Why do you have regret in your eyes Mirio!?" I say as I looked at him, "L/-" I cut him off, "Why didn't you tell me this earlier!? He's like another father figure to me Mirio!" My legs started to feel weak, I fell on my knees "Why..how!?" I started having a panic attack, ignoring both boys.

What is wrong with me? I'm usually not so sensitive about this....why..? But why!? Why do I know this now!? It hurts more knowing they were keeping this a secret from me.

{Tamaki POV}

I was watching everything go down until she fell on her knees and started panicking, "y/n?" I walk over to her and bent down on my knees and hugged her, I looked at Mirio and told him to bring her water he nodded and left to get what I requested.

"Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?" Is all she repeated, I looked back at her then sat all the way down and put her on my lap still hugging her, she was like a little girl crying in her dads arms per say. "Hey..it's okay bunny, he's in a better place where he can't suffer anymore.." I say trying to comfort her, her breathing started to slow down as if it worked a bit.

I haven't seen her have a panic attacks in weeks or months who knows? She did get quieter every since the incident that happen a week ago, she did go to work, and school, is this pressure..stress..? Or is she suffering?

Mirio came back with a water bottle and hands it to me, "l/n I'm sorry...I just couldn't find the right day to tell you..." he says patting her head trying to comfort her, She breathes in and out and I give her the water, she drinks it and then look at both of us, "First of all Thank you, and 2nd of all it's fine, I don't know what's gone into me." she says giving us a smile, it's like she's used to this, Mirio removes his hand from her head, and then I placed her next to me on the floor.

{ Y/N'S POV}

I stand up wiping my behind so did Tamaki, and Mirio, Tamaki looks at his phone and says "shoot." I look at him confused, "He has a date with some random girl we met a week ago." Mirio looks at me smiling proud of Tamaki, my stomach sank, "Ohhhh...have fun Tamaki!" I say giving a smile with a little effort, he smiles at me then walks away.

"My turn to leave." I say looking at Mirio, he nods as he was smiling, I walked to my dorm and when I closed that door, my smile went away, and I couldn't think straight.

Why does this hurt? I didn't know about this either, Why does being left out hurt now? I used to not care but why do I do now..? Is it because I started trusting, loving them..or something?

I was brought out of my thoughts as someone knocks, I stood up and out a fake smile and opened the door, "Yesss...?" I say peeking out, my door gets pushed opened, "Why were you on Tamaki's lap!?" Jessica says furious, "Well let me-" I got cut off as she punched me, it took my a second to process this but I don't care anymore, suspend me, kick me out UA, but I will defend myself with this wannabe hero.

I kicked her stomach, causing her to gasp, I grabbed her hair and threw out of my room, "I had enough!" I say walking out of my room, she stood up and tackled me, I landed on the floor as she was on top of me punching me all that stuff, I twisted us over and I punched her straight to her nose causing her nose to bleed, I grabbed her head and started hitting her head again the floor but not that hard, just at the point she'll pass out, I got pulled away by someone.

I looked up to see Nejire, and Jessica stood up but another student held up for she can't come attack me, "Bitch! You will pay for this!!" Jessica says, I spit at her "You wannabe hero!! Why are you here just to bully people!? We're here to be goddamn heroes, STUPID!" I said with so much anger in my tone, she paused and just started thinking something until Nejire pulled me into my room and then closed the door, she gave me space since I needed it by how angry I was.

When she closed my door I locked it and started throwing my stuff everywhere, and started to feel empty.

Why am I alive if all I do is suffer...??

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A/N-

Remember you're never alone, we all suffer, but everything gets better, but please don't do something that will hurt you and someone that cares and loves for you!!

next part coming later today, ignore any misspelled words will fix later on.