Vowess

7.

James couldn't sit there he wanted to see. He didn't wanted to miss a thing, especially to see Mary tending their daughter. Their daughter,he repeats again almost sounds sureal to him to say these words. He stood by the doorway,not to interrupt and looked inside. "Mary full of grace.." a mere whisper came out of his lips and he smiled to the most beautiful sight he crossed his eyes on. An angel holding an angel. He felt desperate,all at once. He wants her like a madman,he missed her to the point of physical pain.

Mary shy at her nature, she blushed. Even if she wanted to fight this, she couldn't. Soft smile appeared on her lips and she looked down at first, then back at him. "She was hungry. She still refuses to eat vegetable or fruit, so I have to feed her still only like this," she told him. "And with goat milk sometimes," she chuckled calmly.

"You look beautiful.." he couldn't help but let it slip from his lips. "Both of you.." a small smile appear on his lips.

She couldn't help, but smile as well. How she missed him, her heart was aching and now he was back and she swore the ache was even stronger. He was standing so close and she felt like he was more distant than he was an ocean away. "You can sit, I don't mind you to be here," she gestured him toward bed since there wasn't any other place to sit anyway.

This definitely extended his torture but he wouldn't miss it for the world. He stood behind on the edge of the bed observing them, marveling at the peace of this sight. Everything seems less important next to this. Next to Mary and his daughter everything was small. "I couldn't stop thinking about you.." he admitted with a calm voice without a blink in fear to miss a thing.

"Really?" She genuinely asked, surprised. "I thought, you left hating me," she looked up at him with guilt in her eyes. "I was thinking about you too," she admited, even though she knew he had no reason to believe her.

"How could i ever hate you?" He asked cus he knew that she knows the answer. He couldn't hate her. He could forgive her anything. Probably she couldn't understand how deep she was under his skin but most importantly inside his heart.

She wanted to say something, but that moment Leanna let go of her breast and started to tap and demand the second as well. Mary's cheeks blushed again as she started to uncover her other side and baby started to suck soundly on her. "Forgive me, what I said, James. I had no intentions to hurt you. And I regret deeply, that I did so. I was so confused and so scare,"she told him quietly.

He tried hard to focus on her words but what he managed to catch was something like she was scared. He haven't seen her in so long. All this time he didn't even thought to look at another woman,he couldn't. He clean his throat when his head came back to his body and realise that he was staring at her chest. And bloody hell, they're huge. "You don't have to apologize for anything,dove." He said quietly and looked up at her face with a small smile.

She didn't say anything, only smiled softly with a chuckle, when she noticed his glance. Holding his look for long before Lea let go her breast and started to kick so Mary put her on the floor. So she did and covered her chest shyly and baby girl on four managed to get to James, whining to get his attention as she couldn't get on her legs at all in her age. "She's so curious."

"You're curious, angel?" He scoop her up on his lap with a small groan. "Of course you're." He smirked kissing her temple. "You want to know of this world, like me. You want to get to climb on your weird looking father." He chuckled throatily. "Should we go to look at the sea,dove? I'm sure she wants to see it.."

"She loves the sea," Mary agreed, looking at them both dreamily. It was a picture she wished to see everyday. She imagined it hundred times in her head. Such a peaceful sight. "Take her for a walk, James. You deserve time together."