Vowess

4.

Soon Mary was laying on top of him. Panting and trying to catch a breath on his broad chest. James was equally exhausted. He couldn't remember if he even made actually love to a woman before. Every time was quick,fast consumed by need and lust. But this was beyond his knowledge of what lovemaking truly is. And it came out so naturally to him with Mary. He didn't said anything,he enjoyed her light weight on top of him like the softest and warmest blanket. Lazily he was brushing her spine with his fingertips and kiss her crown. He felt peace and deep satisfaction, body and soul. "Mary full of grace.." he whispers softly. "Are you sleeping?"

"No, James Keziah," she smiled and her  cheeks coloured with pink shades, feeling his fingers on her skin. Like she wasn't naked whole the time. She supported her head against his chin and shyly observed him, then gave him small kiss and cuddled on his side."But now I understand, how did you mean it, when you claimed you want me to be full of you," she said softly and hid her face to the curve of his neck.

He smiled lazily on her words keeping his eyes closed. Enjoying their precious time to the fullest. "Sounds good,dove. Mary full of James.." he mused. When he open his eyes he looked down at her and gently brush her cheek. "You're so beautiful,dove.." he whispers softly and rise her face to kiss her lips.

She kissed him too. And she felt complete. With this thought and feeling, she slowly fell asleep after he covered them. Feeling his warmth and scent mixed with hers. How beautiful it felt...

The next morning Mary woke up and finding him sleeping she smiled and sneaked from a bed, but she froze and panicked. She noticed sheet and her legs partly covered with blood. Dry already, but she should not be bleeding at all these days. Quickly she rushed to wash herself and dressed up. Once James started to wake up, she didn't even wait for him and ran away. Almost whole day he couldn't find her and she in all her confusion, started to feel deep remorse. What have I done? It doesn't matter, what she felt, what James felt, but... But what about God. God, who said thou shall not commit adultery. And she did and it was her, who kissed James first. I was the one, who started it, I asked him to stay with me in my room, she came to realize. What have I done? James finally found Mary in the evening, when she was passing the corridor and once she saw him, she stopped and nodded her head. Asking him to follow her without a word. She took him to a room, where he wasn't before and he observed her confused and curious. He entered and she closed the door and he noticed tears in her eyes. "James," she whispered, weeping. "James, what have I done?"

"What have you done?" He asked her genuinely confused. She came to him with red eyes shaking as if she just kill someone. "What happened?" He took few steps towards studying her face.

"I seduced you," she cupped her mouth in shame. "You came to me, to confess your sins and I threw another one on you. I supposed to lead you to a light and I made you to sin."

Trying to hide his smile James nods in acknowledge and grunt deeply. "If every sin i commit was like this one.." he sighed and cup her face. "That was not a sin,dove.." he said calmly. "Not even close to it, so stop saying foolish things."

"It was... It was a sin, James!" She however mumbled. "We are not married, I am a nun. I made a vow... To God, to God, James, and he sees it all. He saw me, he saw us," she started to cry and took few steps away from him. "I saw it, it was a sign. That blood on the sheet was a sing."

Rubbing his eyes wearily he let out a long sigh before he looked up at her again. "That blood on the sheets only means that you slept with me and that you no longer possess your innocence." He said taking few steps towards her. "Mary, I warned you before..did you regret it?" He asked serious.

"I... I regret, that I am such poor example of a nun. That I am such a poor example of a human, of a woman," she looked at him, crying. "I failed in everything I've ever believed and that blood. That blood was only prove from a God, that I indeed sinned and I need to be purified."