LOVE

Love is indeed crazy 2

He keeps on saying sorry

And i also says "okay "

But deep inside may something parin

Siguro gusto ko siyang makita at makasama
Alam ko namang mapapatawad ko siya eh kasi mahal ko siya

Later he decided to sleep

6 pm + i decided to call him

He ans. The call
He still says sorry
And same way around

But i still miss him so much
The sadness was eating me

We txt and i txt stupid things again to the point na sinabihan ko siya na ayaw ko na

Siguro iniisip ko na lalambingin niya ako pag sinabi ko yon

Mahal ko siya at ayaw ko siyang mawala siya yong mundo ko...

We already decided to marry each other 3 years after  i graduate college.

Seshhh.. Inhale exhale

Deep breath trish

He confirms my txt kong makikipag break na ako sa kanya i said yes

Then he ask me if madali lang ba na sabihin yon

And i said NO

Silly me but i already said it..

What have i done??

Am i crazy enough to hurt him that much??

I txt him sorry and even call him
But he just ended the call and
Turn off his phone

I dont knw wat to do
He's so far

I called his companion but pareho silang out of reach

Ang sakit

I cry and cry until now because of the STUPID things i've done

I even call my close friend just to burst my feeling cuz if not i will be dead...

I dont know if i can forgive my self
Di ko alam ang gagawin ko...

End naba sa aming dalawa
Yong 1 year and 5 month + friendship days namin dito ba magtatapos.??
I hope not

Kasi di ko talaga kaya.

Kakabaliw ang pag ibig

Hahai..

#Stillhoping
#LovingJim,Trissha.