I tried to forget you,
I tried not to care;
I tried to pretend that you are not there.
I tried to turn my back on you
and forget that once i wished that those heartbreaks would undo.
I thought I am finally OK,
I thought you are too.
I thought I could totally take a step away from you.
I thought I could dismiss this stupid feelings of mine
and live a life away from the memories of our stolen old time.
I realized I'm a great mess,
I found out you lacked bliss.
You were hurt and you should now that I was hurt too.
She's capable of making you happy,
how I wish I could do it too..
BUt I guess all I could do is whisper a prayer for you.
( due to last sunday night's talk with my ex/classmate/boardmate ;)) .. I hope you won't give up on her.. )