Everything Has Changed

Broken

(A couple days later)
Hayes's POV>
Lately Paisley has been very depressed. Shawn has really broke her. She was so innocent. Then Shawn had to cheat on her. Those hazel eyes aren't the same, they are broken. That amazing smile it's broken. She just isn't the same. I don't know if she has realised this, but I know her smiles are fake ever since Shawn hurt her. She isn't the same anymore. She doesn't eat a lot anymore. She isn't around everyone anymore. It hurts me that she is so broken. Today it's going to be different. All the guys are going out with their girlfriends and Shawn is at a friends house. It's going to be a Paisley and Hayes day today. I'm going to try to fix her.

Paisley's POV>
Lately I have been faking smiles. I'm not the same anymore, I feel like there is a huge part of me missing. I'm broken and I don't know if I will ever be the same. Lately I haven't been eating a whole lot because I feel like one of the reasons Shawn cheated on me. I have been so emotional lately, it's not a very good look but I haven't had a lot of self control lately. I am just laying in bed with used tissues all over my bed. Then I hear knocks on my door. "Who is it?" Then I hear a sigh " It's me, Hayes can I come in?" oh crap I got up and threw my used tissues away "Yeah come in." Hayes walks in and looks at me. There was a bit of sadness in his eyes. "Everyone's out of the house so I was wondering if you wanna have a Hayes and Paisley day today." I haven't really been active lately. "Yeah sure let me get ready I will be done in a little bit." He nodded "Okay see you in a little bit" he walked out and shut the door. I picked out high wasted dark shorts and a Plain blue crop top, I showered, blow dried my hair, brushed my teeth and hair, and got dressed and put some mascara and eyeliner on. I grabbed my phone and went down stairs. Hayes was on the couch, when he saw me and stood up. "So do you wanna go go-cart racing?" that sounds fun! " Yeah sure sounds fun!" he smiled and we walked down the street and then took the bus to the track. When we got there we went go carting. " Was that fun or what?" Hayes asked laughing , " yeah it was a pleasure beating you!" I laughed an he laughed harder.

Hayes's POV>
I haven't seen her real smile and laugh in a while. I was happy that she was so happy. She was a really good driver she beat me by a lot she lapped me a lot and it was super funny. " wanna go get ice cream?" I asked because she loves ice cream, but she stopped laughing and smiling "Umm I'm not really hungry" that's a lie I know she hasn't eaten a lot lately. " I know your not eating a lot why? It kills me inside to see you like this Paisley you don't need to starve yourself your not fat." she frowned " Oh really because I feel like that's why Shawn cheated on me, that girl was way prettier, taller, and skinnier than me." I saw tears fall down her face. I hugged her "Shawn was stupid because he lots the most perfect girl ever, I'm not sure why he did it but you are perfect and that's that. I know your hurting and when I saw you really smile and laugh for real today it made me happy." She smiled " I guess your right, do you still want ice cream I'm starving?!?" we both laughed and got ice cream. When we got home we watched movies cuddling. We have that kind of friendship where we do couple kind of things but we aren't a real couple.

~Paisleys POV>
We were cuddling like a couple because we have that strong of a friendship. All the guys walk in and look at us and smirk. I frowned at them. "Looks like Hayes has a girlfriend" Nash says and all the guy laugh. "Didn't she just date Shawn though?" Carter asked. "Do you really think I'm like that. Shawn just cheated on me and you guys think I'm a slutty whore who goes from guy to guy?" I said balling my eyes out. I stood up and darted upstairs. I slammed my door locking it. I went to my bathroom slammed that door and slid down it. I see a razor, I grabbed it and took out the blade. I have never cut before but some people say it relieves stress. 1 cut because people want me to kill myself. Another for being worthless. Another for being ugly. Another for being fat.
Another one for not being good enough for Shawn.
And another one for being a slutty whore. Dang these sting like crap. I grabbed a towel and cleaned off my cuts. 6 fresh cuts. I'm still balling my eyes out. I here banging on my door then someone come in my room. I'm starting to get light headed.... Then I hear someone banging on the door to my bathroom. Someone opened it but I couldn't see my vision was blurry "PAISLEY" I heard someone yelling. Then everything went black.

( A/N if you self harm please don't your perfect and worth it there are people who really love and care about you. Also who do you think screamed Paisley and broke down both of the doors? One hint it wasn't Shawn.)