Lover boy//M.P

D I E Z

SO IN THIS CHAPTER WE ARE AT VIDCON !!!!!!!!

The girls and  I walked to the hotel after finishing from lunch. I texted Mattia to know where they are but I got no answer from him so I decided to text Ale, he told me they were at the pool. We went up to Mattia's room where I was staying to relax for a bit and later on go down to the pool with everyone. We got to the room and opened the door. When I saw.......... Mattia making out with another girl. I didn't know this girl. It hurt me to see him with another girl. I just stood by the door and I...... couldn't breathe my heart hurt. I whispered to Vic.

Ellie: "Vic hel- help i need to leave. I- I- can't breathe." I said while touching my heart. I never had this feeling and I was scared. Vic and Taylor helped me to a living room in the hotel. I sat their thinking I need to leave home to NJ but I had one week left in California and Mattia too. After what happened i don't know what to do. Me and the girls went up to their room. I just sat in the bed the girls didn't even bother talking to me which I liked because I wasn't in the mood as you could tell. Then all the boys come in, Mattia rushing to me. I got up as quick as possible running to the bathroom. I didn't want to cry because I was scared of not being able to breathe again.

Mattia: "Ells let me talk please. What ever happened in the room didn't mean anything."
I stayed silent.
Mattia: "Ellie please open the door" "Ellie please"

I sat in the bathroom for about 10 minutes thinking. I decided on texting Melissa (best friend from California).

Hey Mels. I'm in California.
Mind if I crash at your place
Please.

Omg hi Ells. of course. When?

If your available right now.

Yes I'm not doing anything just come
to my house. Parents are away.

Thank you so much. I owe you:)

I walked out of the bathroom. Taylor and Vic were on one bed, Kairi and Ale on another. Their was no sign of Mattia.

Ellie: "hey guys. I decided I'm leaving today . I have one week left in California and I'm spending it with my friends and family members. Mattia is in California for a week to and we were suppose to spend it together but that's not happening so I don't know if he's staying or leaving and I honestly could care less. Can one of you guys go do me a favor and get all my stuff from his room. Please.

Kairi: "I'll go. Is it just your luggage."

Ellie: " yes and the shoes that are next to the luggage. Please and thank you Kai."

Kairi got off the bed and left to get my clothes.

Taylor: " I wanted to spend tomorrow just us girl. But I guess when your all better we will have a girls day."  I just nod my head and hug her

Vic: "If you need someone to talk to we are all here for you. We don't want to see you like this and pleasee stay in touch once and a while as I'll do the same." I felt a tear drop and tried to breathe out calmly. I hug her.

Ale just hugged me tight.
Ale: " I will talk with him , scream at him, and fight him for what he did. You didn't deserve this, you just gave him all of you and he didn't do the same. I love you Ells. Always text me and call me. I will always have time for you." I hugged him and stayed like that til Kairi came in the room.

Ellie: "thank you so much Kai." I hugged him

Kairi: " hey you don't deserve this. Don't ever say this is your fault. I've been through this path and always said to myself that it was me and it just fucked with me. I wasn't stable so always keep your head up and don't think about it. Just relax have fun in California go outside take a run. It will help. I will miss you and be waiting for you at New Jersey as soon as possible." I hugged Kairi and ordered an Uber.