K-POP Girl Imagines Pt. 2

Loyal-Jiwoo

Jiwoo (KARD) x G!P Reader
Angst

Jiwoo's POV

I love you, but you're not enough for me anymore. I hate it when I have to sneak out to meet up with my boyfriend.

He makes me feel alive again. I always said I'd be loyal to you and only you, but my heart strayed away when you left for your business trip that week.

My promises broke when I saw him again, your trust for me flew out the door that time you caught us. I can still remember that day.

You wanted to surprise me by coming home early. Only, I surprised you by being in our bed, fucking with him.

You've barely uttered a word to me since then. I know you want me to go to him and never come back to you.

But I can't do that, as selfish as it sounds, I want you. The moment I saw the tears rushing down your face, I knew I fucked up really bad.

You never showed your emotions like that before. Especially to me. You've never cried or gotten mad at me.

I wish I could turn back time to make it right again. To be more loyal.

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"Just leave," Y/n muttered. "Leave me alone."

"Baby please?" I grabbed her arm. "It mean nothing to me."

"Is that why you keep going back in the middle of the night when you think I'm sleeping?" She looked to me.

"That's not true," I lied through my teeth.

Y/n scoffed before getting up. I stood up as well earning a glare.

"Stop following me Jiwoo," she spat.

"Andwae," I felt tears coming to my eyes. "Let's just talk about this. Please?"

"There's nothing to talk about," Y/n growled. "I'm done."

"No!" I grabbed her arm again. "Please!"

"You're making a scene Jiwoo," she whispered.

"I don't want you to go!" I pleaded and fell to my knees. "It was a mistake!"

Y/n sighed before kneeling in front of me.

"You should've thought about that the first time I caught you," she lifted my head. "Good bye, Jiwoo."

She pressed her lips against mine before standing up and walking away.

"Y/n!" I cried. "Y/n come back!"

~~TIME SKIP~~

"Day sixty one of Y/n being gone," I rubbed my eyes as I looked at the camera. "I still couldn't sleep good. Jaeyoon keeps blowing up my phone and I feel useless."

I got up and turned the camera off before going into my bathroom. I looked at my face seeing the bags under my eyes.

"I need more sleep," I sighed.

I started doing my regular routine. Ten minutes later, my face was full of makeup to hide my tiredness. I walked out then went to the kitchen.