So i havent posted in forever. Writers blok and ive been super busy. I hope yall are enjoying especially lexi. Follow my fan account ig|| @matthewmendes_ and follow lexi @talkmendestome thanks and i cant believe im meeting lexi. Agjhbbh
Lexi's POV:
Wait, what the fuck? Did i just fuxking kiss make. O-oh no. I cant. Hes my bestfriend. I didnt feel sparks like i did with shawn. But he soft, plump lips were so relieving. Matt was kissing me back. I soon broke the kiss and stood up. "U-uh i-im sorry" o said bitting my lip. Matt glanced at me. His cheeks were the perfect shade of rosy red. I knew i decided what i was going to tell shawn. I lo-love him. "Thanks matt. I know what im gonna tell shawn" i said pecking his cheek and leaving.
I went back to shawns. I knocked on the door and he answered. He stared at me. His dark brown eyes met mine. His were blood shot read. I felt horrible. We stood there at his door step staring at each other until i made the first move. I just hugged him. I could feel his body tense. I tear slipped down my cheek and onto his bare chest. He started to relax more. Then picking me up. I wrapped my legs aroung his torso. At that very moment i knew how much i truly loved shawn. We soon walked inside. I was still wrapped around shawn. His hands on my bust. He walked upstairs. Still carring me in his arms. He put me down and cupped my face with his enormous hands. "I love you lexi, and i dont care if You dont love me back bu-but i love you more than you love the world" shawns said staring straight into my eyes with love, and passion. At that moment i hated the world. I honestly hated the fucking world so much. A tear rolled down my cheek. "Babe dont cry, you dont need to cry" shawn said wiping my cheek. "Shawn i love you so much and i have no fucking idea why i ran. I realize i love you more than you can possibly ever fucking love me" i said sobbing in happy tears. Then Shawns lips smash intto mine. They were moving perfectly in sync. I thought of him as mine. Well i hope he was.
"You are mine, and you are mine forever. And i will never let anyone hurt you. No matter what. Things will get better. I promise." Shawns says kissing me one last time.
Hope you liked. I know its short. Im gonna update on tuesday. Love yall and lexi
