His musical devotee {Shu Sakamaki x reader}

LOVE,PAIN,& FEAR(chapter 8)*EDITED*

Shu's P.O.V

After I locked her in her room I was still pissed but upset at myself. I shouldn't have done what I did to her but she shouldn't have to those guys. Especially when I said NOT to. I was walking down the stairs over to the couch.i laid down and was listening to my music. I decided to change it up a bit from classical to more upbeat dance type of music. so far i really likeRumors by Neffix.

it is really crazy how every time i see her with another guy i get this unhappy unwelcoming feeling in my gut. every time i see her smile or laugh with someone else i feel like i'm being stabbed in the heart a thousand times.i hate it. It's like why?Why do all the people in the world feel this way toward a sweet, kind, shy, and loving girl? even when she is a mortal nonetheless. I hate this feeling. a part of me wants it to go away, but the other half is saying 'keep this feeling'.

it has been an hour or two since she passed out from me drinking from her.i was now listening to the moral of the story by Ashe. I then heard a scream that sounded like(Y/N)'s. i ran to the room but when i got there she was gone and the window was broken. I found a note on her bed and I read it.

i felt rage and anger after that. why is that i can't do anything right towards her? it was time for bed. i feel like i can just hear her cries for help, i wish i was right the next to her holding her in my arms and telling her everything was gonna be okay.

it has been a month since (Y/N) was taken from me. 'my little star was not here with me anymore' wait what am i thinking? stop it shu right now is not the time to be like this you need to get her back. as i was thinking, the usual happened around the manner.laito and ayato were fighting over who drinks yui's blood.kanato plays with his damn dumb bear. Subaru is just moping around while reiji is in his 'lab' or some shit,doing god knows what.

I am the only one afraid to lose (Y/N) forever. i love her so much. the fact that i feel this way towards that damn fragile woman is something that not even god himself/herself wouldn't believe. i tried everything from picking her up to asking reiji for a potion.i know, i know never asks reiji anything. EVER! but i had to do something i can't just let her get kidnapped and not do anything about it.

while we were on our way to school it was quiet. FINALLY! but during this sweet but annoying silence i was thinking of how i am going to find (Y/N).once we got to school i got out of the limo instead of having girls surrounding all over us they were all over near the next car. i looked up to who it was and there she was.(Y/N).she caught me staring. our eyes met i love staring into those sweet (E/C) eyes of hers.and those sweet pink lips. I wanted to run up and hug her and kiss her deeply. I walked to the music room like usual and then all of a sudden I had a plan to get her back.

'don't worry (Y/N) i will find you and we will finally be together.'

A/N

happy promise day even though i don't know when that is.....??

*awkward silence*

but i just wanted to do something nice because i had a good day today and i wanted y'all to smile!!!! as always i love you my Diaweebs. and stay safe and be smart

smooches,Kitty-senpai

p.s here is something to brighten your day and you're all my liebe's

Liebe- german for love

just in case you didn't ee it at the top here is our man our HUBBY! SHU SAKAMAKI