Mark Fischbach
I can still hear the screams of Sean and that Nathan kid in my head. I know I was screaming too, but it seems that my own voice just turned into a silent ringing under the other's.
It was minute.
And I felt so small.
No matter how much I try, the tears won't stop. It's only been half an hour since it all happened...
Sean asked me if I needed some space, which I replied with a yes. I'm thankful he thought to ask just in case. I would have been fine if he'd just hugged me, but I appreciate the space.
He told me that my hands were shaking really hard.
Yeah...I may have punched one of the nurses that told me to calm down. I hope he doesn't sue me..haha...
It's so cold in the hospital. And it's so dark outside. Sean left to get some food.
I don't really know how to feel, but I know that I feel pretty terrible. Whenever I close my eyes--I see her--the look of Mei's body was excruciating. Her limbs were thrown over her face and there was blood.
I remember holding her in my arms...but she was all limp.
She wouldn't answer me no matter how many times I called her name.
I hate this
I hate this
I HATE THIS
I HATE THIS
It's my fault...if only I had...
I don't really know what I could have done...
Now my eyes...which once let me see the clear diamond—have become frosted windows...
I'm trapped in this ice and it's thick.
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