"I'm just like you"

8

Louis was about to leave, but Harry grabbed his arm. Louis sighed, but didn't turn. Harry moved to face him. "Lou" he said "what is all this about?". Louis turned his face. He couldn't let himself looking Harry in the eyes. He knew he would've lost control.

"Lou, please" Harry said. He gently took Louis' chin with two fingers to force him to look him in the eyes and Louis closed his eyes. Harry sighed. "Please" he repeated, and he had a hurt voice. Louis opened his eyes and was surprised by Harry's eyes view: they were bright green, pure, transparent, and filled with tears. As Louis' eyes became soon.

"Haz" Louis murmured lowly. "Lou" Harry sniffed slightly. "I'm sorry"  Harry continued "because I know that you don't get the feeling that I need you or want to stay with you because I'm not good at expressing my feelings..." he paused, while Louis was looking at him and a tear was sliding slowly down his cheek "but I've never felt this way with anyone, I swear, you are different and I need to stay with you, I can't even live a day without you!" he affirmed chuckling, with tears. "I desperately want to be with you, and I can't even talk to you because you're-" Louis interrupted him kissing hungrily his red lips. Louis hold his head and Harry returned the kiss, but then put his hands on Louis' chest to pull him away, gently. Luckily, nobody had seen them. Louis gulped to send away some tears. Why couldn't they stay together? Why couldn't they...love each other? Louis wasn't sure if that was love, but he was sure that, if what he felt for Harry wasn't love, he didn't know what love could be.

Harry and Louis walked together while Harry made jokes to make people think they were just friends until they arrived at a building. "That's home" Harry explained, looking for the keys in his pockets "but it didn't feel like home when you weren't with me" he continued, and Louis looked down, blushing and smiling. Harry chuckled. They entered the apartment and, even though it wasn't something great, it did felt like home. 

Louis looked around and sat on the couch, and Harry curled up, putting his head on his Louis' clavicle. Louis blushed slightly and smiled, looking at Harry who was looking up at him. Blue and green. 

"I'm happy I'm here with you" Harry said, showing his dimpled smile. Louis blushed and smiled at him. "I'm happy if I'm with you, Haz" he replied, and Harry pulled down his head. "Haz?" he asked, smiling "I like it". Louis smiled brightly. They stayed down, with closed eyes, breathing lowly.

"I wish we could" Harry said, and Louis perfectly knew what he was talking about. He sighed a trembling breath. "I wish we could too" he answered. "Would you like to-" Harry asked gently. Louis' cheeks turned bright red and Harry chuckled. "When we are free" he answered. "I'll wait for you" Harry added, and Louis smiled, again. He often smiled with Harry.

Suddenly Harry turned and their hip bones touched. A shiver was sent long Louis and Harry's spines. Harry turned his face quickly looking at Louis, because he wanted him to be sure. Louis knew they shouldn't have done it, he knew it was wrong, he knew he said he had to wait...but in that moment, he couldn't.

Harry turned definitely, sitting on Louis knees, and Louis hold his head, running his fingers through his curls. Harry sighed when Louis asked for his tongue and Louis looked at him to ask a permission: Harry nodded sheepishly and Louis gently pulled his shirt over his head. Harry moaned and a shiver ran through Louis. Louis put his hands over Louis' naked chest, tasting every bit of that angelic skin, and then he quickly pulled his shirt away. Now they were both shirtless and Harry touched slightly one of Louis' nipple, making Louis moan. "Lou" Harry said, and put his hands under Louis' thighs to bring him on his bed. Louis wanted to have control on Harry, so he quickly turned to top him. Harry moaned and he probably would've protested, but Louis let some wet kisses all long his chest, until he arrived at his hip bone. He gently pulled away his jeans and his boxers and kissed the top of his erect member, and Harry lost control. He moaned loudly and Louis got his jeans and his boxers off. "Lou" Harry pleaded, and Louis put his fingers in Harry's opening, making him turn. Harry let out a low moan because of the pain, but Louis gently kissed him on the pure neck and Harry closed his eyes when Louis entered him. He was moving gently to let Harry getting used to his presence in him, but he started to move quickly when he found Harry's point and Harry bended his back, moaning loudly. Louis looked at him, with his messy curls and his red cheeks and his liquid eyes, and sighed in his mouth, kissing him hungrily. "Haz" Louis warned, and they arrived at the climax together, Louis in Harry and Harry on his stomach. 

They reversed exhausted on the bed and Harry curled up again against his chest, feeling every bit of his hot skin. "That- that was beautiful" Harry murmured. Louis chuckled slightly blushing. "That was beautiful" he confirmed, gently kissing Harry on the lips. Harry sighed in his lips. 

Louis' heart was pounding. He knew that was the perfect moment to say it.

He knew he had to say what he really felt for Harry.

He opened his mouth. Harry spoke at the same moment.

"Haz, I love you"

"Lou, I love you"