Just Your Avid Fan // Sooshu // Shujin

JYAF BONUS CHAPTER

Seo Soojin's POV (Flashback)

"Are you sure about this Soojin?" Soyeon asked me worriedly.

"Yes this is better for all of us" I smiled bitterly.

I'm breaking up with Hui because my company told me so. They will eject me if I don't and I don't want to lose my job, this is my passion and we're starting to gain recognition.

I love him very much but I'm not happy with him anymore. Whenever we're together I'm thinking about our fans, our company and what other people will think.

I still stayed because my mom said 'true love isn't all about happiness, it's about trusting each other, hardships and self control'

But I also believed that true love cannot be forced.

We're in Music Bank because his group and mine are promoting at the same time. I dialed his number.

"Hello Baby I was abou--"

"Let's talk at our place
whenever we're promoting."

"Okay? See you there.
I love you bae"

I didn't answered him. I want to cry, I want to cry really hard but I can't. We have to perform later I don't want to be a burden to my team.

"Where are you going?" Our manager asked.

"Comfort Room." I answered plainly.

"Do you want coffee I'll go to cafeteria"

"no thank you, i already drink iced americano earlier" I answered her immediately because I only drink Americanos whenever I feel sick.

I'm on the way to Janitor's Room when I saw a familiar face at the hallway.

It's Kim Minnie, one of the director in here and also Fluffy's cousin.

I smiled at her and she smiled back.

I think gorgeousness runs in their blood...

I just brushed it off and opened the Janitor's Room.

He's already here.

"Hey are you okay? I'm worried" he said and kissed my forehead.

I can't hold it anymore, I bawled my eyes out...

"I love you so much Hui... I love you so so much! I love you so bad!!"

These sentences keep running into my mind while hugging him. Our memories keep flooding on my system but no, I need to do this.

I feel sorry because I'm making his shirt wet but I can't stop crying. I felt that he's tapping my back.

He cupped my face and made me looked into his beautiful eyes.

"What's the problem? What is it?" He said softly.

"Let's part ways Hui" he's shocked because we were just fine yesterday. We're laughing while sending funny pictures to each other, we're laughing while video calling until dawn last night.

Sometimes.. no most of the time, the most hard part in the relationship is letting go.

Before I said anything else again I just realized that he's already kissing me.

His desperate yet soft kisses... I will miss this so bad...

"iloveyou"

4 months passed...

We came back with a new summer song entitled "DUMDi DUMDi" our fans really anticipated for this and I'm excited to show our new song to them.

I was looking to the White Marigold Flower that I received earlier from my manager. I don't know who sent it but only one person popped up on my head.

I hope you're the one who sent this. I miss your cuteness so bad...

"Hey Soo, Our manager is looking for you" Yuqi tapped my back. I just nodded in response.

"Why?" I asked our manager and handed her phone to me. Our CEO is on the phone.

"Hello? Seo Soojin" I informed.

"Soojin you have a free 1 slot on your fansites list, what happened? Got busy?" I got shocked. I know he is talking about Fluffy.

I feel like I didn't saw her ages already after what happened...

"I'll pick a new one. Thank you for reminding me sir" I politely answered and nodded to our manager.

I don't want to pick a new one, I want her...

She is the most dedicated woman that I know. I still can't believe that I messed her up.

I hope you're eating your meals Fluffy...

I took a nap on the couch when that dream came up again.

"I'M JUST YOUR AVID FAN!!!!"

I saw a girl screaming and crying at me while saying those words. Her built looked familiar but I can't really distinguish who it is until the cloudy dream of mine became real...

"No, you're more than my avid fan....

...Fluffy"

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This is really the end, I made this bonus chapter because I'm so thankful to each and one of you hihi. I really really hope y'all enjoyed this story! Take care and see you in the next story of mine.... or maybe yours? :)