hi everyone! i'm sorry for making such a rushed ending, as well as a declining storyline. i had initially wanted to stop continuing this story, as my mental health was in a very bad position. i did have a lot of ideas for this story, but i just couldn't write it out properly without making it sound trashy and simple.
i don't think this story has a plot at all. it was mainly how i felt when writing all of these, basically like a personal diary? i don't know, i've never tried to vent my feelings out using my comfort characters.
honestly speaking, i had started this story with lots of inspiration from many short angsts of tsukkiyama. i actually hated writing tsukishima as the bad one in this story, and was planning to make him suffer in the end in another way (which meant like making him watch yamaguchi marry another person while he falls in love)
but then, the story would be too simple and predictable, as well as too boring.
so, i shaped it into my own personal diary, just that i had to connect dots to previous chapters to not hop off the initiated storyline.
but, i still did i guess, due to my declining mental health, and this story really pulled me down a lot.
i don't want to get into details but yeah, this story was a like a chore.
but anyways, i finished it right? applauds to me for enduring it till the end.
i hope every one of you try to enjoy my crappy writing. i wrote all of these with clear scenarios and images in my mind, so i hope you can also make up scenarios in your head when you read it.
lastly, i would like to thank all of you for reading this! it makes me happy that people are reading my story! :) thank you for all your support!! i'll come back with a new one soon, and the alternate ending of 'my home' !!!!
<3 have a great day!!
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dont forget me
Fanfiction[tsukkiyama] TW!! there are some themes that may upset readers uch as attempted s**c**e, s*lf-h*rm, alcohol abuse, etc. so please read at your own risk! this story is written with real-life thoughts and experiences.
