Wait, I love you.

Chapter 5

I woke up with the feeling of a strong warm figure pressing on my back oh its just Dan my boyfriend?! Oh. My. God. Am I waking up next to my best friend... Was what happened last night even real? I roll over to cuddle him to make sure it wasn't all a dream. My left cheek rests on his chest, my right arm wraps around his left side and comes to rest so that my hand falls slightly under his armpit, my right leg wraps around him, the heal of my right foot coming to rest near his left calf. I feel him starting to wake up,

"P-Ph-Phil..." His body jolts as soon as he realizes his position but he soon rest once he figures out that its okay his body relaxes, his body has caught up but his brain obviously hasn't,

"sorRY SORRY FOR WHATEVER HAPPENED"

"Dan," I say as I move my hand to play with his curly brown hobbit hair,

"it's okay, last night was... The best night of my life" (there was no frickle frackle just to clarify)

"But you were tired... And I feel like I may have ta-" I interrupt him like I did last night, by kissing him. I feel his nerves dissipate, and at the same time I feel his left hand on my back, he's so gentle. I feel his smile through the kiss, he begins to laugh so I reluctantly break apart from his lips for a moment. Then he says,

"I'm sorry," still chuckling,

"just... what are our fans going to think? I kinda just want to torture them a bunch because we have to tell them eventually so why not have some fun with it?"

"Daaaan you're horrible, I'll go along with it, but that doesn't mean I agree with keeping it a secr-" I'm stopped mid-rant by his lips colliding with mine and locking in like long lost puzzle pieces that were never meant to be separated. I feel his left hand on my right hip while his right hand is trying to get to my left hip in order to pull me on top of him. I prepare myself to shift into the position Dan guides me into. He now has ahold of both my hips and has swung me smoothly but with less than gentle force on top of him. My knees rest next to his hips so that I'm awkwardly looming over him with my hands holding on to the headboard because that's the easiest thing I found so far.

After getting more comfortable I realize that my forearms could very easily find a very cozy place on either side of Dans perfect head with his adorable fluffy puppy dog brown hair. Just as I begin to try to move my arms down Dan unlinks our lips and begins to sit up. He slowly sits up and I begin to move away but he grabs my arms to prevent me from getting up, he pulls me in close enough to wraps his arms around me. He pulls me so close that his chest meets mine. We sit staring at each other for a while before I nuzzle my head into the right side of his neck. I've wanted all of this for so long and it's finally happening. I owe my life to him. We make each other complete. Even before what has just happened in the past... not even 48 hours, he's always meant so much to me. My arms wrap around him and I whisper,

"Phan is real" Dan flips out so I sit up, leaving my arms still around him but my head so that I could make eye contact,

"FOR CHRIST'S SAKE PHIL. COME ON THIS WAS REALLY CUTE. But yeah, Phan is real but no one needs to know quite yet."