Wait, I love you.

Chapter 6

Days and nights flow through time smoothly and flawlessly like the way Dans hair falls on his cheery face when he has just blow dried it. I forget how many days its been since Phan became real. Maybe its been a week, but it could've also only been a day everything is so warm and fuzzy and new. We've spent the last how ever long cuddling and kissing and just being... Together.

Its about noon and Dans still asleep, but what else can I expect? I'd actually be shocked if he was up at this time. We usually sleep in Dans bedroom there are alot of reasons, I prefer it more because his bed is alot softer and his comforter is alot softer and warmer than mine, I'm pretty sure everything about Dan is just softer and warmer than anything I know.

His comforter is maybe a few inches above his belly button leaving his pale bare chest exposed. His head is turned to right so that his face is away from me and his neck... oh my god his neck... it's so exposed and my stomach is in knots because I have to resist from doing all the things I want to do. I've already marked him as mine with a love bite positioned on the left side of his neck where his shoulder begins and his neck ends. I watch his chest rise and fall so gracefully. I can't believe he's finally mine. Dan Howell. The boy who well... in reality made me realize that I was a FLAMING HOMOSEXUAL that I have been in love with ever since day one, is mine. I really want to wake him up by kissing him but that would only make the rest of the day horrible as all he would do is complain about how he didn't get enough sleep. For now I'll just cuddle with him. I move my body closer to his and wrap myself around him as I do, my head comes to rest on his neck. He's so beautiful. Everything about him is amazing. I run my fingertips across his soft warm skin. Everything is so real.

My phone alarm goes off. Damn it I forgot about the radio show. I rush to turn it off because I don't want to wake Dan but I forget that sudden movement tends to wake sleeping people.

"Mmm-mmhhhm" Dan mumbled as he stretches, "Morning love," He says as he leans over to kiss my right cheek. "was that your alarm for the radio show?" He looks so cute in the morning,

"Mhm," I say as I fall back on to the bed, releasing a sigh, "Can't we just lay here all day like we usually do?"

"Awe Phillll you know we can't do that, now more than ever because we only go once a month."

"But your so warm and cuddily and until we come out I can't hang on you like I do here." Dan doesn't like talking about us coming out, I see his facial expression drop, this whole subject makes him angry and sad. "Dan, Dan I'm sorry I didn't mean to bring it up, im going to go make some breakfast, I expect you up mister." I say, placing a kiss on his forehead before I walk to the kitchen.