The Dirty Saint

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🎵 Ariana grande- into you, greedy

My days were gradually turning into a fairytale, I get to spend quality time with the man who makes my heart skip a beat

Even though I could only stare from afar, sit in front of him and try so hard to keep my hands to myself, learn to keep my dirty slutty thoughts to myself

I appreciate every single moment I spent with him, everytime we are together my whole life turns into a movie and although it only a short time that I wished could last forever

while I was fantasizing about my love life he went on talking about chemical reactions and organic compounds

The way his whole body tenses when I totally zone out of the tutorial session and forget the last thing he said and he has to go over it again makes me smile

I love to see him get pissed and instead of saying harsh words like
**fuck off**
**Stay focus bitch**

he would say.... 'Don't worry we'll go over it again. Just try to pay attention this time'

As a regular teenage girl you would expect me to slow it down, take a deep breath and just watch out for the space but I didn't want to stop loving him

which reminds me of when Susan told me she was done with all those small small boys and their inability to handle their infatuation with maturity

There was still a boy in tutorial that tried to get me under his wraps. He was a bully and a tyrant. apparently he has been trying too hard but I didn't pay any attention to him until my brother Gabriel mentioned him

"Bera... Do you know that boy in your tutorial. That one that pierced his ear, and wears baggy jeans with that guffy gold necklace "

"Why are you describing a boy from my tutorial like that ''

"Because I know him "

"And how do you know him "

"He.... '' lately Gab and I have been having more of a fallout lately

Aside that he is now taller than me, and we don't go to school together anymore

We barely talk since I got back from bible school, he has been unusually quiet and keeps to himself. I could barely remember the last time we had a normal conversation like we use to

We basically stopped sharing everything after i became best friends with Susan and now it like we can't connect on that level anymore

Having him in my room this evening talking about a boy from my tutorial was weird but I didn't want to put him off at least he is making an effort to talk to me

"What's wrong dude. "

"You see that guy.... His name is Adigun but they call him Adi for short "

"Why would I care about a guy named Adiee "

"Gosh... This is even harder than I thought "

"Am trying to understand you so stop wasting time and talk now''

"To cut the long story short. Adi likes you and he has given me a deadline to get you on board"

Trust me if he had said Steve instead of Adi or whatever that was I would be jumping on my bed right now listening to Taylor swift. You belong to me

But then Adi, that horrible thug with his lousy attitude and why is Gabriel
involved with him

"Whaaat!! " that came out louder than I would have intended