IDOL II Taehyung

Chapter 17: Love

"There's no way I'm letting you go this time Nuseu," said Taehyung while pinning me against the wall.

"Taehyung please let me go...I beg," I reply with tears. I don't want my feelings come again.

"Nuseu..." He warmly called my name with his husky voice while wiping my tears. "Do you even know how have I been without you?"

"No I don't and I don't want to know." I yanked his hand away, trying my best not to break down. "Let's just pretend we never met."

I get out of him and start to walk away. He stood there while being silent for a moment.

"Pretending would be easy for you, not for me," he talked, making me stop from walking back to the hall.

"You have a new life now. You are now free from the hell side. Also, you have a lover, lucky you." His voice seemed a bit off and had sadness.

"But here I couldn't even pass a day without thinking where you were, how you were. I couldn't pass a day without crying before going to bed. I couldn't smile for real for so long. I always had to put up a fake smile. Even ARMYs couldn't make me happier anymore. I even personally had no interest on meeting international ARMYs as well but when I saw you yesterday and heard you will be coming today, my happiness knew no bound."

Wait, was he there at that mall yesterday?

"Finally after finding you, I feel like I am fine. But here you show no emotions after seeing me."

"Taehyung..." I look behind and approach him. "You can't have feelings for me. Just don't... I already have stopped myself from having feelings for you. So you do that as well."

"Yes, you have moved on. You have a lover now. But..." He raised my chin by his thumb, making me look at his eyes,

"I promise I'll get you after I get that opportunity."

His eyes had obsession written in it. But not only obsession, it showed suffer as well. At this point, I could understand how Taehyung was after my disappearance.

"I would like to let you know, Sam and I aren't lovers. And also, I would rather not let you have the opportunity. I would like to get more far away," I replied with having a bit crack in voice, but tried my best to not let any tear fall this time.

"I'm not letting you go," he said with a smirk.

"What can you do? You are just an idol. You can't even know where can I go. Taehyung I swear, if you don't stop chasing me then you won't even know what steps I will take." I replied while stepping back. He sighed and looked at me.

"Emotional blackmail?"

"Take it as what you want. But I swear, my decisions won't seem satisfying to you, not a single bit."

He had a bit concern in his eyes then. "You're not doing anything Nuseu."

"I won't only if you stop chasing me. Let me live my life, and you live yours. Let's pretend we don't know each other."

He lifted his head down being frustrated. I stood there for a moment and left to Sam. But before that, I entered women's toilet. After seeing none was present, I immediately let my tears come out which were stopped from coming.

"I can't..." I cry hard while holding my chest. I still love him as fuck. "I still am not fuckin' over it...w-why?!?" My makeup started to get damaged by the way I was crying. After a few sec, I notice a phone call and it was from Sam.