the boy I never knew | Fred Weasley ff

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The last few days been very hard for me. Nightmares kept waking me up. Every single night. My head never felt so heavy. Every time I sat in class and I didn't pay attention my eyelids got heavy. Fortunately there were only a few days left till Christmas break.
I wasn't looking forward to Christmas at all, I was just thinking about me finally getting some rest. I hoped that my own bed would free me from this awful nightmares. I wanted to sleep so bad. Sometimes I felt like the nightmares become my life or my life became a nightmare.

I was packing my belongings in my bag, getting ready to leave for Christmas break. I looked at all the pictures of Fred and I, him kissing my cheek and than smiling like a idiot. But he was my idiot. A small smile appeared on my lips.
I really disadvantaged Fred in the last few days, I wasn't feeling well so we didn't do much, except cuddling in my bed till I fell asleep. Sleep that I feared so much.
He said that it's fine, but I'm sure that he would prefer to do something more fun.
Lost in my thoughts, I didn't even noticed someone entering my room.
"Hello darling" Fred's raspy voice entered my ear, bringing me back to reality.

"Hey" I said, going on with packing my stuff.
But he wasn't here for me not paying attention, I knew that after just a few minutes.
Fred's hands trailed to my waist, hugging me from behind. His head was laying on my shoulder, his mouth close to my ear.
"Do you need any help with your suitcase?" He whispered, still sounding a little bit sleepy.
He placed a single kiss under my ear and even this small gesture affected me. I loved his touch and I loved how my body reacted to him even more, but I wasn't in the mood at the moment.

"It's fine" I simply answered, "I'm almost finished"
After I competed my sentence, he placed another kiss under my ear, but this time he was slightly sucking on the skin.
"So you don't mind if I distracted you for a while?" His words almost not noticeable, but I noticed and appreciated them and that was enough.
Before he turned me to face him, he placed another kiss on my neck. As I faced him I saw how dark his eyes looked. I locked my hands behind his neck and pulled myself closer to him, our hips colliding.
We hold eye contact for a few seconds before I crashed my lips onto his. I knew that was his aim as the teased me a few seconds before.
As his hands cupped my cheeks, to hold me close to his moving lips, I felt all my worries disappear and I finally felt the lovely butterflies in my stomach again.
I loved how they always appeared when he kissed and touched me. The last few weeks they've been gone and I missed them. I missed the feeling of love.
I felt Freds fingers trailing up under my shirt, goosebumps appearing on my tummy. I gasped for air and contracted my stomach muscles.

„Jump" Fred mumbled under a kiss. First I was kinda confused, but after a few seconds I realised he really wanted me to jump. Sounds stupid, but actually I just didn't have much experience in love things..

I jumped up and hugged his waist with my legs. Another gasp of mine filled the room, as I felt his fingertips at the skin of my inner thigh. With that I broke the kiss and giggled a little. Fred was breathing heavily, so did I. His lips very swollen and he looked super cute with his messy hair.
While we were recovering, I was inspecting his face. Once I got enough air, I stroked back his hair, exposing every part of his freckled face. I lowered the distance of our faces and once he closed his eyes, I stopped and waited for him to open them again. I was grinning amused and once he looked at me, I imitated him with one of his famous winks.

„Teasing me huh?" he said, raising one of his eyebrows and smiling back at me.

Fred continued to kiss me and noticed how he slowly walked to my bed. He sat down at the bed and I was still hugging him with my legs. One thing that was now noticeable was the bulge that grew inside of his pants. As I accidentally touched it with my tight, he gasped and I proudly smiled against his lips. Totally not on purpose of course.
I would never do that *wink*

..to be continued

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I am so sorry for not updating.. I'm still not completely back at writing.. I guess so I'm very sorry about the shitty quality of this chapter.

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