Discovering love ❤️

Heartbroken 💔💔💔

While heading to class together with Kristen, I was shy at the same time super duper excited.. He looked at me and asked how my weekend was series of answers ran through my mind not sure of what to say I kept mute he smiled at me Omg I felt so dumb and stupid I wonder what he feels about me, does he also like me the way I do? does he love someone else? On our way to class we met our class mate standing at the entrance of the class, we were just ten in the class we were also well divided five boys, five girls Kristen, Tayo, Seyi, Dayo and Doin were the boys of the class while Ife, Lydia, Olivia, Fire and I were the girls Jees but I never really liked Fire she was always with my one crush, whenever I see them together my head spins in desperate anger.... Well when we all entered the class we gisted about movies and our weekend... Again Fire has gone to meet him does she never gets tired? can't she understand he is mine.. Lydia was Fire's bestie and also the school time keeper.. Lydia also had a secret crush on Kristen although he never knew.... The bell was jingled for the beginning of first period Kristen Lydia, Dayo and I were in Art class I was happy Fire had to go out of the class for physics lecture , While we were having Literature again we had to read and learn poems, my mind ran out of the four walls of the school building all I could think of was my mother if she has again got beaten by the so called father I was born to... With my last breathe I have always hated him he was never satisfied with whatever my mum does.. Tears rolled down my eyes as I looked up miss Brita noticed and ask why I was crying... I was asked unaware, Kristen not knowing the reason why saved me out of the mess of exposing my family secret he said ma everyone who is emotional would have cried the poem is so touching maam, "really is it"she asked "yes ma" I replied, hurriedly I cleaned my face and tried to stay focus I couldn't help but ask myself if he really loves me? I think this getting too much I really have to take my mind off him love is fake my mum is also facing it now well I really think having a crush is normal but I don't feel love is a thing I just can't wait to finish school, read well, get good job, be well respected, having powers and fame I think that all I need in life then let me see the rif-raft who will wanna lay there f***ing hands on me, it just gonna be a call to hell.. I am having a bad day already i don't wanna go home neither do I wanna stay in school.. After the first period, we were to have a general class we were all maths students but our teacher wasn't on sit..Shayo the class comedian stood up as usual to speak nonsense sometimes I wonder if he has anything upstairs other classmates entered Fire and Lydia sat with Kristen while Olivia Ife and I were together doing our Normal gossip but today it wasn't something knew, it was about Fire, Lydia and Kristen Shayo was still at the front of the class saying his unreasonable jokes, Fire rang the bell for break Olivia Ife and I ran to the school cafeteria we decided to get Meatpie and Pepsi each we sat at the dining eating and of course gisting we were talking about Kristen, about him being so hot and cute... While we were retuning to class we met Kristen on the way I was happy Lydia was not with him we passed each other without uttering a word it was so un romantic until he called "Hey Bibi sorry about the disturbance but I hope you are fine" "yes thanks" I replied Olivia asked what did he mean oooo Bibi nothing I lied "they asked are your u sure" "yes I am oooo" as we continued moving I couldn't help but think of me mother, my dad was around he never likes being around my mom he is never satisfied with whatever she does well my dad is a business man he travels from one country to another I love it whenever he is not around, the last time he came around he beat up mother to a pulp in my presence but I couldn't do anything it hurts me till today... He was gonna come around today I can't help but wonder if my mum is safe I prayed in my mind for her safety she has been asked to divorce him but she refused depending on love.
When we got to class Kristen followed suite and Lydia once again found her way around him... I was un concerned I could only think of my mother my head was aching badly I had to go to the health care to rest i slept for sometime when I woke up it was closing already, the nurse told me my friends came to see me... I wondered if he was here with them I ran to class to pack my bag although my friends had pack it...I picked my bag hugged my friends and waved to the rest, the bus monitor came to class to call me I hurriedly ran out before Shayo begins with his drama again.... I ran to the bus other students were there again I sat at the back thinking of my mother the driver dropped me off first I felt like running away from home but I have to go in for my mother I pushed the gate open and faked a smile as I opened the door, I met my mum on the floor trying to catch her breathe with her face bleeding.. I threw my bag on the floor and tried to help my mum I wasn't strong enough to help her I begged my dad to please help her he didn't listen to me he pushed me to the floor I ran to my mum again she held me and she said "I love you" I cried as my dad stood and gave her a pouncing kick... My mum smiled at me immediately she gave up the ghost I shouted mum my dad ran back pulled her up "Keji o de dide" Keji please wake up please!!! He carried her and took her to the hospital in his red Mercedes I sat on the floor crying, I almost cried my eyes out My mother, she loves me, she can't leave me, she would come back I am sure... Still crying until I heard the horn of that animals car... I ran to him what of my mum I asked I am sorry Bibi she left us no she will never do that I fell to the ground I cried like I have never before... my mum, mother!!! She was the only one who has been there she, didn't get to know about my crush, she died because of love, curse love curse love Bibi shouted why!!! What will happen to me now?

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