Discovering love ❤️

Episode 3:Depressed 😩😩😩

Still on the floor, finding the death of my mother hard to believe, I waited all night in the living room, waiting for my mother to return, I didn't know when I doze off, the early morning alarm woke me up from my sleep... I was wondering why there had to be an alarm in the living room, I slept back, waiting for my mum to come and do the usual, I fell asleep again forgetting about last night incident, I was still sleeping until I heard the bang of the master bedroom door, I stood up fast thinking it was mother, my look changed and my happiness turned to be my sadness, when I saw the monster approaching me, I looked around consciously, trying to find my mother "Bibire"he screamed, "sir" what of mum I asked, are you dumb or something, I think something is wrong with you I said she is dead!!!! I stood speechless and dumb in front of the beast, he pushed me aside, "I am going to get her body from the hospital, I have called the school and told them that you won't be coming till further notice also make sure you cook something for me to eat before I come back"he said... I fell to the floor sitting depressed, his words kept on repeating in my ear... Wait did he say I should cook, this man doesn't know I have never cooked before.. I will make him pay, I caught my breathe and promised myself never to fall in love... I went to the kitchen I saw different food stuffs, not sure of what I wanted to cook until I saw cereals in the fridge I took cornflakes mixed it up with a glass of milk and a spoon of salt... Not sure of what else to do I poured it into a mug and dropped it on the dining table, I once again remembered my mum I was going upstairs until something pasted on the wall caught my attention, I moved desperately to see what was pasted I knew no one else except mum would gave done that the post on the wall says "God is love"out of anger I tore the post, series of question ran through my mind who is love? Where was His love when the only person who loved me was dying? Or didn't he love mama? No one is love the only true emotions that runs through this carlos world is hate... I ran to my room I sat on the bed with tears rolling down my infant eyes, I picked up a note and wrote "living in depression not in deception"
"Lost someone so dear not like I will find one ever"
Feeling insecure not sure what the day holds"
"Memories of you forever in me they stay". I closed the book when I heard the horn of my dad's car I ran to the toilet, turned on the shower pretending I was bathing, Bibi where are you? He entered my room to ask if his food was ready, yes it is on the dining table I screamed, he couldn't even ask how I was doing what a useless man I said quietly, I decided to get dressed and keep expecting what the day holds well if I could face the death of my mother so can I face all I took my bath and dressed up in a long black gown, I dressed up, went to the dining to see how he was enjoying his meal, on getting there he shouted Bibi, what nonsense have you prepared, it cereals I replied, you must be foolish he said is this food he threw the mug on the floor, he left and left me with his last word "you are just as useless as your mother " i immediately I fell to the ground... Remembering my mother last words and her smile weakened me and made me cry the more, it was meant to be my strength but now it has become my weakness... It time for my life to take on a new twist I promise to make my mother proud even in death. I cleaned up my father mess and decided to go to my room and chat up my friends while I was going I overheard my dad talking about my mum burial and how he is planning on sending me to my grand parents place and his thought of getting a new wife.. This made me burst out in tears... I ran outside the house, I sat by the pool thinking how change took place so fast, I have heard alot about change being constant, little by little my lives continues to change...

how will change create it effect in my life? will a new environment bring a twist in fate? Is there hope awaiting me in the dark? At the end of the tunnel will there be a silver lining?

Find out next in episode 4💕💕💕