John Murphy Imagines

Abomination part 3

                                                                                              
   To be honest, you didn't believe yourself. The feelings you had felt last night wasn't because of the red sun. They had been real. Damn it, this was bad. You continued thinking nonstop about what the hell you should do the rest of the evening.
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~Time skip~

You woke up in a big cozy bed in the palace. The Primes had been very nice to all of you (after a bit of discussing), and had given you your own rooms.
   You stretched, it felt good to be able to do that without falling of. The bed had plenty of room.

The time after your hook up with Murphy had started off weird. You hadn't been speaking at all to begin with. Then, it slowly went back to normal. You and Murphy were back to teasing each other, tho it was often with a different meaning than before.
   Murphy thought it was hilarious to see your reaction, when he hinted to someone about what you had done. You became red like a tomato and gave him a cautious glare every time. He just answered with a smug smile.
   One time, you nearly spit water in a prime's face. Murphy had said something like: "Y/n is very good in bed. I mean making the bed."
   The comment had taken you by surprise, which resulted in you spitting water. You had unfortunately been drinking right when he said it. And if you had spitted later, Simone would have gotten it all over her face.

You made yourself sit up and yawned. The bed was amazing, you would gladly go back to sleep for another two hours. But no, you needed to get up and get some food.
   You stood up and felt a sudden pain in your stomach. The pain increased and made your legs shake.
   "Shit." You mumbled and hurried to the bathroom.
   The pain felt similar to period cramps, only much worse.
   You got in the bathroom and locked the door behind you. You sat down and exhaled. The pain was getting worse. You looked down and saw... nothing?
   You blinked in confusion. You thought you had gotten your period, why was your stomach hurting if you didn't have your period?
   You shook your head. You were being too dramatic. Everything was probably fine. Tho it was weird it hurt right now, because it usually hurt on the day you got your period. But it was probably nothing to worry about.

The day went on and you had a small pain in your stomach the whole day. You couldn't keep your mind of it and was constantly reminded it was there, when the pain suddenly increased again.
   At the end of the day, you were exhausted. The pain was getting much much worse. You had to have gotten your period now.
   You went to the bathroom again. Nothing.
   It was so weird, shouldn't you be having your period now? Wait... When was the last time you had it?
   You started counting the days on your fingers, your hands a were shaking. Then, your eyes got wide open and you covered your mouth not to make a noise.
   It was 6 weeks ago? That was insane! Your period was never late.
   You counted again, yup 6 weeks. 2 weeks ago, you had arrived in Sanctum. You felt the stress creeping in on you. You knew what this probably meant.
   You were either sick or you were pregnant. You really hoped you were very, very sick.

You went to bed, having at least a hundred thoughts in your head. The soft bed was no comfort at all.
   You knew exactly who made you pregnant. Murphy. That stupid idiot didn't wear protection! And well, your stupid ass didn't notice.
   You covered your face in your hands and groaned. Then realization hit you like a truck.
   You were pregnant, with Murphy's child. What in the world were you supposed to do now?
   Silent tears started rolling down your cheeks. You bit your lip to stay quiet. You tried to think about something else to stop crying, but it didn't work. The tears just continued coming and soon you were sobbing against your pillow.
   You buried your head into the soft fabric and let the tears fall. What the hell had you done? This was the stupidest thing ever. Why did you sleep with him? Why the hell didn't you think?
   You groaned and sloppily wiped your tears away. This was no time to cry, you needed sleep to fell better.
   You pulled the blanket up to your chin and forced yourself to close your eyes. Soon after, you were deeply asleep.

The next day was almost the same. You had a constant pain in your stomach and needed to sit down all the time. But now, you also walked around with a worried face the whole day.
   You were desperately trying to find a solution for your little "problem". You didn't know if it was possible to get help with an abortion. But if it was possible, were you going to tell Murphy at all? He didn't seem to directly care about you, so it wouldn't hurt him, right?

A week passed and you were getter more nervous for each day. It was time to get an abortion now. You had decided it was probably best to tell Murphy, just so that he knew. He wasn't going to get to decide anything, but it would be good to at least tell him.
   You sat down beside Clarke after telling her about your issue. She hugged you tightly while you cried onto her shirt. You had told her that you needed an abortion, and she said she was going to help you.
   "What's going on? Are you okay Y/n?" Murphy came in the room.
   "She's crying because she needs to make an abortion." Clarke said and then quickly covered her mouth. She wasn't supposed to tell him that.
   You looked up at Murphy with red swollen eyes. He seemed to have stopped working. His eyes were wide open, and he was clenching his jaw. His hands had turned into fists.
   It was total silence for several minutes and the tension was growing bigger for every second. Then, he spoke.
   "You're pregnant?" He practically shouted out, while looking very stressed.
   "Yes..." You said slowly.
   "Why the hell haven't you told me?!"

To be continued...

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Author's note: Okay so here's part 3. What do you think?

I was thinking a fight between you and Murphy in the next part and then some comfort. Sound good? Tell me your thoughts!

Thanks for reading!