Room mates

the end.....

angelica leaves today.... :((((((

so i woke up early and i hugged her tight

k: awh ill see you in december lil sis, it was amazing seeing you and i had so much fun! have a safe trip back to wales, im gonna miss you and good luck with jake!

a: thank you kaytlin! im gonna miss you so much too!! see you in december!!

then i watched her get on the lift and i waved goodbye and she said goodbye back

i got dressed and went to a homless shelter to talk to them

i didnt do much charity work while angelica was here!! so back to buisness!!
i arrived and i sat down with some people talking about how they landed up here, one guy said he thought he was so smart as a teenager and ran away,another said she lost everything because she didnt work hard enough and some people got kicked out of their homes and it was all just so sad and intresting to hear.

then i left and had lunch at kfc and it was 4pm so i decided to stop over at the cupcake shop. customers were there and then left and i helped out for a bit and greeted cutomers and sold cupcakes and then i left early cuz i wa really tired for some reason.

k: you know im really tired now guys, im gonna go home im sorry

g: dont worry! you've been working today and doing good things go home!

s: yea we'll work until closing time

e: yea i think im gonna go with kaytlin

g: sure you 2 go we'll do the rest!

k: thank you , goodbye see you tomorow

e: bye guys

g: bye kaytlin, bye emma

s: bye

so emma drove us home

k: we have had this car since we first moved here

e: awh yea i love it and its been through so much!
k: haha yea i know

we got out

e: im gonna go upstairs see you

k: okay!

and i saw leo holding hands with a girl

l: okay i'll meet you upstairs

and he kissed her

i felt my heart crush and burn and break into pieces.......i filled up with so much rage

k: who is that?

i snapped

l: my girlfriend

those words....i started tearng up and tears rolled down my face

l: woah kaytlin are you okay?

k: okay? OKAY!!!?? ARE YOU KIDDING ME LEO! YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND!? 4 YEARS OF HOPING AND WISHING AND PRAYING AND NOW THIS!!?

L: what are you talking about

i was crying so much

k: leo i have loved you since i first met you, it broke my heart knowing you were with Stacey and my charity work was a distraction. and when you 2 broke up over a year ago i had hope!! every single day falling in love with you and hoping you would love me back and yet im still a good friend to you....just a friend! i feel stupid for loving you because i look like a desparate girl! but yet i do still love you! normally i can hold in my pain but now.....i cant this is too much for me to hold in.

l: kaytlin....

k: NO! i just....i need to clear my head now

and i walked to the car and started it and i was driving and thhinking over the years of me and emma first meeting in kindergarden till we were teenagers and when we first moved her and when we first met leo and charlie, also when me and leo were outside in the garden chatting and laughing the first night here. also the twitcam we did

i was thinking so much about the past couple of years and crying so much i didnt notice the truck infront of the car.