ADDICTION {collab.}

- vol. 5 -

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the following morning, ivan was the first one to wake up as a realisation hit him. his body jumped out of bed and stormed into aleksanders room with narrowed eyebrows and a growl on his face. "you said you fucked vanessa right?" the tone of the young boy became deeper whilst alkesander groaned a faint "yes.." the face of the dark-toned boy was buried into his pillow trying to recreate the feeling that vanessa gave him. "get the fuck up!" ivan shook his head as he went over to his bedside and pulled the covers revealing his half naked body "you fucking fucked vanessa aleksander do you know how dangerous that is?" the blue eyes soon turned into a gloomy pair of dark blue howlite crystal eyes, glistening in the light . "you dickhead.." the low voice murmured. he threw the pillow with full force, whilst alek rubbed his face with his cold fingertips and stretched out to grab the small laptop soon enough beginning to write his past in vanessas file. the boys eyebrows would narrow from time to time as he lit up a cigarette and began taking long drags and puffing them out. the tired, low eyes read over again the amatory girls past as well as auroras.

Vanessa Diana Regulus. Finally spelt it right oh my god. Hey, Im the bitch that you would hate in school yet you would love me, I was born in Romania originally but grew up all of my life in UK, maybe I did live 6-7 years in Romania but nothing interesting happened I was the same old troublemaker. My parents both come from Romania however my mother has a russian background as well as romanian while father has a turkish and romanian background, while I was in romania my mum didn't want me to learn russian as it reminded of her past yet my baba (father) taught me a little bit of turkish. However my life took a dark turn around the age of 10 as my dad left me and my mum in UK all alone, leaving us to pay the bills and the rent after his ass. He eventually went with another woman while my mum turn into an alcoholic and soon became abusive, I started work for myself and saving my own money as my mother couldn't handle me anymore and so I move out at the age of 16. Yes 16. I was still in school and I was really good with my grades till I fell into bad habits, I started hanging with people that influenced me into doing dumb shit and fuck up my opportunities yet im here today happier than ever. Oh and lets not talk about my relationships, them shitty things are nothing they fuck you up in so many ways and leave you suffering all alone – as you can tell ive been in many toxic relationships and let many boys use me for their desires, it was the only way to get the attention I craved since 14. me and my friend arent every similar yet we still love each other as much as we can as its the only two of us now. Soon ill be 21 and I really cant wait as ill be finally allowed to do everything I want.

Aurora Sofia Aveiro. yup that's me! I was born in a small town in Russia called Svetlogorsk. My father is russian and my mom was a mix of polish and spanish. why was? because she died years ago in a car accident. i was just a 7 year old kid when it happened. my brothers had to take care of us after that. they raised me and if being honest, they did a good job. when i turned 18 my father insisted i keep my surname as Malinovna, due to his „business-man". haha business! since when running few grocery stores is considered a business? regardless, i changed it into Aveiro, my mothers surname and i adore it! sorry father! i've never got to experience what mother and daughter love is. hell! i don't even know what love is in general! i am soon to be 21 and i have never had a boyfriend... ew „boyfriend" i'd say lover either soul-mate. boyfriend sounds so... childish? immature? not serious? sounds like yet another „life completing status" to me. what's so ever, i am happy with who i am now. barista at a small coffee shop during the day and then volleyball player at night. oh yeah... i'm 180cm tall i believe it's 5'11 for americans... pretty tall huh? but what could have been better? i enjoy being me

Aleksander Solovyov. You got that right. Yes I am the pretty motherfucker that every girl would wanna fuck, yet no one knows why im like this. Since my brother Ivan has always been liked more as he was older and more wise than an amatory figure like me. The mafia life is not so interesting when you are nothing till the age of 20, till then you got nothing to worry about yet you still get taught by many how to hold guns. When I was only 15 my life faced a dark turn as my mother died and my fucked up self turned into the life of drugs, money and girls...maybe not girls but sex. I never knew what love was as I was always seen different towards my family, however my brother (step) never failed to treating me equally, he might be violent but he was always here for me. While I was getting high and trying out all the new drugs giving you the euphoric feeling he helped me to get out of it. By the age of 19 I was someone else. A new guy that took his pain out through love and sex, no one understand the monsters in my head, not even Ivan himself although I always appreciated the effort he put in me. As my mother died I couldn't handle all the pain and I still cant to this day yet my only escape was drugs and money, they were the things that made me happy and forget my existence as a human. They took my inner self into a different dimension as my fucked up dad would bring me back down and always tell me off as well as shout at me and call me names. When I learnt about racism and seeing how my own father was using it against me I didn't want him to be part of my blood line, when Ivan found out he didn't like this either and agreed with me, since that day weve shared the same desires and thoughts.