you are everywhere
you made the walkways and roads in my brain
making it your own traffic stop.
with your manipulative lies and arrogant love.
i wish we'd never met
because i look for you in every crowd
every party
every store
i look for you everywhere
yet you are no where
i hope someday
my brain will numb the part
of my life with you in it
and when your name is brought up
my stomach won't drop
but i'll smile as if all the bad memories have been erased
and there was no such thing as you.
there never was.
YOU ARE READING
becoming myself (book 2 to poems)
Poetryi'm still healing and i've learned that that's okay.
