Mr Hot Policeman - DaiSuga | IwaOi

15

"Before I work at a daycare, I work as a barista back then. It simply because it was near where we live. He would often visit me. Too often though... but I wouldn't mind.. cause I love him. Until one night, he somehow saw me hug my friend. He immediately drag me home and shouted at me. Telling me how dumb I am... How clingy I am... Of course I argued back cause he was just a friend. I always hug them... He snap and suddenly slap me. I was suprised cause… he never once shout or more likely slap at me. It was the first time I've been terrified of him. I couldn't forget how he looks at me. His eyes was dark... His face was red from anger...  He was clenching his fist like as if he was gonna punch me anytime soon… but he flinch and stop… coming back from reality and immediately apologised. I just…froze… I didn't push his hand away when he touch me… I was stupid back then… I forgave him and pretend that incident didn't happened. I was naive and blind. Blindly in love… " Iwaizumi just remain looking up the sky, he can hear sniffing and crying beside him.

"It started to get worst. He started to do more then slapping. I was just scared… I didn't know what to do… I asked myself, is this what being love is like…? The beating turn to month… and after that month, he started to do me without my consent. He done it like… 3 days in a row everytime I came back home from work… but you know whats more hurt iwa-chan…?" Iwaizumi slowly looked at him,

"What?"

"Even though he hurt me physically… what hurts me the most was his words… He hurt me mentally… I had enough… I was about to end my life by jumping off the bridge… "

"Did you jump? "

"No… that was when I met suga"

"Sugawara?" Oikawa nod,

"We were just strangers back then. He help me… he told me not to jump. He told me that this isn't the way to solve it. He told me he would help me… I shouted and cried, telling him I don't want to go back. He will beat me. Suga insist on letting me stay at his house. Its the first time I felt save and warmth when I touch his hand… he help me went over the railing and walked me home… I was so grateful… to have a friend like him… He help me have my strenght back. He gave me the courage to cut ties with my boyfriend… "

"You're lucky to have a friend like sugawara" Oikawa nod,

"I send a text to him, that I'm breaking up cause of what he did. I move out without him knowing. I quit my job as a barista. I didn't tell him where I live or where I work. Suga help me have the job at the daycare. Everything was fine… till now…" Iwaizumi nod,

"All I just want was to be loved… was to be cared for… I just want someone who deeply loves me… who cares so much about me… I-I *sniff* don't want to be alone…" Oikawa cried, covering his face with his hands. He doesn't want iwaizumi to see him like this. All he did was just cry infront of him since the day he met.

"Oikawa show me your face"

"No! J-just go home first…"

"Looked at me" he sounded serious, oikawa slowly looked at him. Iwaizumi was standing infront of him with his arms open.

"No! I'll get my snot all over you! " iwaizumi click his tongue and grab oikawa's hand, pulling him up and hugged him.

"No Iwa-cha--!"

"Quiet. You maybe alone right now but you don't know for sure. Someone out there might be in love with you" oikawa froze,

"Oh yah and who would that be?!" Oikawa stared at him,

"Just someone…"

…

*giggle*

*whisper*

*mutter*

*staring*

*glared*

Why? Why are they looking at me like that? Why is everyone staring at me?

17 year old suga looked down and carry on walking to his class. He slide open the door and went in. His classmates stop what they were doing and stared at him. Sugawara gulp and walk to his desk. He immediately froze when he sees there's writing on it. He slowly walk towards it and read it.

"Gay…" suddenly,  paper balls were thrown at him.

"Go away you monster! "

"You're a fag!"

"You don't belong here!" Suga tried to cover himself,

"W-what…?"

"Koushi" suga stop and turn to look at the person who called him,

"A-aki…? "

"Hey aki! " one of the guys wrap his arms around his neck,

"Can't believe you're friend with this kind of guy. Are you gay too?" Sugawara stare at him. Aki grin and looked at him,

"No what are you talking about? Why on earth would I fall in love with a guy?" Sugawara eyes widened,

"B-but yesterday you said…"

"Hahah! That was all a joke! I cant believe you're that serious oh my gosh"

"Thanks for telling us bud! Now we know who to avoid" the guy beside him said. Sugawara started to tear up,

"Y-you tell them…?"

"Pft hey fag, not only us but the whole school knows you're gay!"

"W-why aki… I thought we're friends…" aki shrug,

"I'm just using you to kill time"

Sugawara woke up and quickly sit up. He was sweaty and panting. He looked around to see he was in his room.

Its a nightmare…

Sugawara looked down and cried.

…

"Iwa-chan…"

"What?"

"You can let go of my hand now" iwaizumi glance down and shook his head.

"Nop"

"But why?"

"Just be quiet and keep walking" oikawa pout and looked down. Right now both him and iwaizumi are walking home.

"Iwa-chan…" iwaizumi grunt,

"What…?"

"Let go"

"I said be quiet" oikawa stop and pull his hands away roughly,

"I said let go!" Iwaizumi stop and stare at him, watching the now angry brunette.

"Can you stop?!"

"Stop what?"

"S-stop doing this! Stop doing like- like we're dating! We're not even really were!"

"Why would you think that?"

"Hah?! What kind of question is that?! Stop giving me false hope!"

"What are you talking about?!"

"Im talking about you! You're… you're making me have high hopes about liking me…"