I am awake from my deep sleep,
Checking if there is messages from you,
And yes there is and asking can you call me,
When the connection ruins the moments,
And he couldn't place any call,
Even if he did place a call,
Either I missed it or simply can't reach me....
Not getting his calls means,
I wouldn't hear his loving voice wishing goodnight,
Can't hear him asking hows my day and what's my routine,
Not getting his calls also means that,
I can't feel his presence on the phone,
When that is the only thing that connected us...
Its 1 am in the morning,
Its the same as the other nights,
Just missing him,
But when we can't talk to each other,
I miss him a bit more and that's killing me,
Because I can't say it to him yet can't hear his voice,
His voice saying how he missed me too...
Those nights with bad connection was a disaster to us,
Because it irritated me so much that we can't hear each other,
Nor talk to each other,
Yes,somehow we managed to get texts,
But it ain't the same because,
The time is always not right or probably later than a snail...
The real deal here is,
I want to hear his voice,
Talk to him about everything,
I want to just having him on the phone,
Just talking about stuffs,
I really do be missing him,
That the night becomes longer,
While I wait to get a better connection....
I hope the connection will be better soon,
Because once it all better,
I will text him and wait till the night,
And when we finally talked on the phone,
I will tell him how long my night without him,
And most importantly,
How bad was I missing him....
Those nights without his calls,
Means that I will be missing him a bit too much,
And when we finally talked on the phone,
I will be saying I missed him a bit too much,
I rather lose my sleep talking to him,
Then getting enough sleep but without his calls....
