Its difficult to love someone,
Especially if it was me,
I will not say I love you directly,
Because I am just afraid you know,
Its all because what happens in the past,
I know we shouldn't dwell in the past,
But thinking of the possibilities hurts me to the core,
Im sorry I couldn't say I wanna be yours just yet...
But trust me,
What I have been saying is my feelings truly,
I will not plays with your feelings,
That shit lame and hurts you know,
I am really genuinely happy that we talks everyday,
Just happy cause I know you like me,
And again I am sorry for not wanting to be in relationship with you,
Not yet at least...
I don't want to settle for less,
I want it to be forever you know,
Just me and you together,
I know some part of my heart already wanting to opens up,
But some part still wanting to know your soul better,
My brain with the independent mindset,
Made it harder and harder,
I am sorry for not telling you how I felt just yet...
I talks to you everyday,
Because I like talking to you and like just being around you,
I like how you changed my view on love again,
Its not like I am talking to you because I am bored or since its quarantine,
Trust me,
I want to makes you feel the same way as you made me feel,
Makes you laughs and treat you right,
Because I know we've both been hurt and mistreated,
I even draws and writes about you.....
Lastly,
I am sorry for not telling the answer just yet,
I don't wanna rush things and just ended up like it was all nothing,
I hope you know,
Even with the distance,
I want the best for us too,
I am like you too,
Afraid of losing and hurting,
So lets take things slow,
And prays the best for us,
Alright?
