One Shots

Little deaths

((This is my 1st one shot of Ville Valo, the lyrics at the end are from the song "dying song" by HIM.. thanks for reading (: ))

Everything you thought you would do in life can now no longer happen, everything you have been wanting to do, you can no longer do and it is all because of him...

You never knew this would happen to you, that you would be so scared to get on stage again; after the humiliation he put you through the last time, you thought all that you needed was a break from touring, all you needed was to come up with new materials then you would feel better about every thing, and about yourself .

you stood up on the ledge of the building, feeling as if all hope is lost, that you could no longer preform your dream; your dream of making music, you felt... as if there was nothing left for you in this world..

standing on that ledge of the 7 story music recording studio in Finland, ending your life should be easy, this is where you found your dream, and this is where you were going to end it.

noises from the other side of the roof top came to your ear, the sound of foot steps coming closer; you held your breath and stayed where you were; in the corner of your eye you saw a tall slim figure and the dark markings of a sleeve under the dim light, The figure stopped when he saw you, he cocked his head to the side. "are you going to do it?" his voice was deep; he took another step closer toyou, when you nodded yes as a response "don't do itkulta " you sighed at the Finnish word of sweetheart, he had a beautiful voice, at least when you where going to jump you would have died after hearing a beautiful voice like that.

"why shouldn't I? I have nothing left if I cant be on stage." you voice cracked and your eyes hurt from holding back tears, so you let them free as long as they left silently. silence fell, and from the corner of your eye you could see that his head was down; thinking. "What's your name darling..." he trailed off and looked up at you, voice cracking you responded "Violet, my name is Violet." Turning your head to the side to see if you could get a better look at him, your foot slipped, you grabbed the light poll to bring you back to balance, not noticing that he was only a few feet behind you now. "w-wh-what is your name?" you stutter re thinking this whole thing again in your head. "Ville, my name is Ville Valo; darling please let me help you.." he took another step closer to you. You shook your head. "No, you don't get, you and your band your big; you don't get what it feels like to be so scared to be on stage.." trailing off you looked back down at the street the car lights of late night drivers speeding by.

"I do know how it feels to be scared, I know what it's like to feel like you have nothing left but the music at your hands and when you feel like it is gone then you have nothing, darling I do get that now please, take my hand and let me help you." he was right behind you now, and without thinking you grabbed his hand that was reaching for you, he pulled you down to safety, and into his arms that wrapped around you tightly. "thank you.." you whispered in his chest as more tears fell and landed on his shirt. he nodded "you're welcome darling." he sat down right where the two of you where sitting, still in his arms, his lips now whispering in your ear the most beautiful song you ever heard.

"I've seen these dreams being crushed by a single thought 

And felt the envy of sadness engulf all warmth 

Barely alive under her eyes by exchanging sighs 

With tomorrow quivering in the loneliest light"