Barely A Dynasty

Chapter 2

-Five Years Ago-

"I wish I could go and form a beautiful dynasty with someone, someone who I love, and someone who will love me back."

-Present-

"Oh fuck that fuckin wish. I wish i never tried.
But whatever I do.. I'll always want it. Fuck it."

I went out to buy some milk, i started the car engine and drove of to a corner store, i got the milk and went to the cashier, while waiting, I felt someone pulling my hand,
Its a little kid.

" Hey there miss"
Hi?
I have a question!
What is it?, i smiled
Have you ever been in love? What does it feel like? My mom wont tell me, can you tell me instead? I wanna know! Pleasee pretty pleaseee
Oh uhm, love wont always work how you wants it to, love is a peace of trash, sometimes can heal you, a lot of times can hurt you.
Oh, i didnt know loving would be that sad.. MOM I KNOW WHAT LOVE IS NOWW!!...
"Oh btw thank you!!"

Oh shoot what did I just tell a child..
Uhm maam? Aren't you paying for that? Your next in line
Oh well sorry.

As I went out the corner store with my milk, i decided to go to the park to breath some fresh air for a while..
As I walk, i saw a lot of kids playing, i was trying to figure out what they were trying to play. A kid pointed at me.
And then I heard the kid say..

Hey guysss
Huh?
Look at that lady, she's perfect for sleeping beauty!!
Oh yeahhh, I mean she's pretty!

Wait, are they talking about me!? Wait, no way, me? Pretty? Wth, I should go home.

Hey miss! Wait a second!
Wouldn't you wanna be a part of our magic world?? Something like a Wonderful Dynasty!
Sorry but magic aint real and i dont wanna be a part of any lovey dovey things.
Oh, but you'd be perfect... Ok sorry bye, enjoy your day!

What. Is. Wrong with me.
What did I just do!!
Ugh I should probably go home..

I watched the television the whole day
Just layin down doing nothing.
And then the night came, i brushed my teeth and was ready to go to bed but.. I cant sleep, i stared at my ceiling, thinking about a lot of things that happened today..
But then I heard something ticking on the window that my mom never lets me open.

Huh?, as i walk closer to the window, i got more nervous on what's coming
What's behind this dusty window..I tried to open it by banging it with my arms..
"Ughhh why cant she just let me open thisss"

But then i heard footsteps getting closer into my room

What are you doing young lady.
N-nothing
Are you trying to open the window again?, didn't we talk about this already? You cant open this window.

Why!? Why cant you just let me open it, there's something in there and i want to see it.
Sorry but you just cant.
Ugh fine then!

i headed back to my bed, finally tired that i was able to fall asleep.

_______________

I love you and i will always will
I love you too
Wake up
Huh?
Wake up
What do you mean?
Your late.

As i woke up, i already know that im having a bad day.
I overthink of everything since the day he broke me.

What in the world was that dream for. Its gross. Im annoyed. Ughhh.

I drove to school with anger. As i get down my car I saw a familiar face.

Who is that? She looks so familiar..
She looks like.. Oh no. No way. What in the world is she doing here.

As my heart pound, i see a lot of students approach her with a smile.

Hey who you lookin at?
Oh my God you fuckin scared me.
Well sorry, oh your looking at the daughter of the owner of this school!
Wait what? Daughter of the owner!?
Yep, you didnt know?
Obviously.

Do you know her? You stormed when you knew she's the daughter of the owner..
Its nothing, i dont wanna talk about it.
Oh well, see you tomorrow
See you.

As i drive, i decided not to go home instead go to a bar where i could just drink, a lot.
As the waitress served me some wine My stomach got happier like it was waiting for this moment, i drank and drank and drank until i vomit.

I was driving home when i didn't see a car approaching the road.

AHHHHHHH!!
I shouted while my heart beats fast thinking its the end for me. But i looked up and the car already passed by...

I went home so dizzy, i saw the window and smiled, i leaned on the window while smiling, and then suddenly something cracked and

AHHHHHHH —

-end of chapter-