The Abused Gymnast

Part 23

I wake up from another nightmare

I look down and I see the words

I know I'm ugly, but did they really have to make it more prominent?!

I go to the bathroom and take off my shorts. I found the hair remover thing with the blades on the inside because someone probably left it here earlier.

I find where it says 'sl*tty wh*re' and I cut a line through it.

I know I'm gross but I don't want the reminder

I go downstairs with my crutches and then like always...

May-

"You really think you can get away with that?"

Ella-

"Maybeee?"

May-

"I thought you were walking?"

I usually walk down stairs only on my good leg but today it's hurting and sore.

Ella-

"It's hurting and sore."

He  goes to pick me up

Ella-

"I can do it"

I pout

May-

"No. You have been walking on it a lot and it could make the recovery longer!"

Ella-

"Uggghhhh  fineeeee"

May-

"Good."

I'm scared that he will see the toilet paper around my stomach

He gets to the bottom and all my brothers are eating.

Kade-

"WHAT HAPPENED?!"

He shrieks

Ella-

"Owww chillllll"

"It hurts and is sore but I'm fineee"

Blake-

"We shouldn't have let her walk."

Sean-

"We can ask at her therapy appointment."

Con-

"I call going!"

May-

"I call going!"

They say at the same time

Jay-

"Ok I will go too."

Sean-

"I wan't to go!"

Jay-

"Ok you and Ella can go next time, just you and her."

"Actually you and dad cuz he is coming back tomorrow."

Sean-

"Ok!"

Jay-

"Do you wan't some waffles Ella?"

Ella-

"No I'm not hungry"

I'm kinda hungry but I don't feel like eating, I don't know why.

Jay-

"Please just one? You need to eat more."