❛𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐋❜| 𝐒𝐨𝐩𝐞/𝐕𝐤𝐨𝐨𝐤/𝐍𝐚𝐦𝐣𝐢𝐧 | PAUSED

🌷:: Lips were SOLD !

JUNGKOOK
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⚠WARNING⚠

~MENTIONS OF SEXUAL ASSAULT , BULLYING , SELF HARM , BODY SHAMING , HOMOPHOBIC SLURS

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This chapter will be in the from of Jungkook's point of view as a flashback.
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I did not want to tell anyone that he was gay ! It was my mistake , a mistake that he had to pay of for.

After that match his life was ruined , everyone heard he was gay , the word spread fast , the entire school was filled with homophobic shits who made sure that Taehyung should pay for commiting " a sin" , for liking guys.

He was bullied there after , bullied alot nobody left him in peace , people hit him , made fun if his weight , beat him up in the washrooms , tried to touch him inappropriately at times , they ruined his study materials and made sure he was always late for class even though we were in our last year of school.

Taehyung took it all , he kept quiet ; he used to look at me in corridors , he was scared he wanted help . He tried to apologise whenever he got a chance and after a certain while he stopped crying he had no tears left to cry anymore.

I saw him trying to harm himself with blades and fires flames to , he was depressed.

He was becoming weaker by the face , he had lost a few kilograms but was still heavy , he did not look like he had time to eat , despite all this he topped again , his courage engraged everyone who did not seem to understand that once a person is broken till the peak cannot be broken any further.

I did not speak to him for almost 5 months even though he tried to communicate with me , I was to angry to do so , the guys from the other school were very interested in him they visited his place very offent it was annoying , very annoying even though very little , even for a few seconds....

It was painfully agonising to see him happy even for a few seconds in his life knowing that I want there or I wasnt the one making him happy.

In those five months I suffered with a crazy number of sleepless nights because Kim Taehyung wouldn't leave my mind , I wondered if he had kissed anyone except me , whether he liked someone else , whether i was his first kiss or someone had already come in before me , I wondered if I could ever get him out of my head but I couldn't....

Seasons went by as the end of the last term in our school was near , everyone thought things would go well , but alas they did not go well....

All of us got caught , the professor's came to know that we had been getting all our projects and all are work done from Taehyung , the word spread fast , everyone was scared nobody wanted to be suspended at the peak , everyone sat quitely with no ideas.

I still remember that day , that day my life changed , a hazy world in front of my eyes shattered opening to a new one.

I remember as Taehyung came quickly into the classroom that day as everyone sat quietly , we knew he did not spill on the professor's he was to scared to do so.

He was nervous I could feel it by the way he clenched his fists , the way he looked worried...like us he was scared to...but nobody comforted him.

He came in front and stood in front of us as he spoke looking at all of us.