Maze (A Neymar Jr. Story)

Chapter 12~

     

     As I slammed the door, I sat down on the step to his door. Tears flooded out of my eyes and down my cheeks, hitting the ground. My arms moved around my knees, which comforted me as I sobbed. What had I done?

  

   After all I had been through in my life, I had the chance to spend time with the best person I had ever met. What did I do? Why did I do it? How can I fix it? All these questions crowded my mind. The one chance I had at having him slipped away from me.

 

    He probably hates me now after all that. I yelled at him even though he was so sweet. He is probably still in pain from the fight and I did nothing about it and left him. I was a wimp and cried, while he was the hurt one. I can't hurt him any longer.

 

    I have no clue why, but I am scared to date him. What if we didn't work out? I can't be strangers with him again or even friends. Everyone always thought we were dating, but we always denied the pleasure of dating each other. I had no clue that he actually loved me and I can't lose him now, after all this.

   

    I need to make up my mind about this. I can't be scared to do everything in my life. Maybe I need to start facing fears and living mg life. I love him with all my heart and there is no way he is slipping through my fingers again. I almost lost him before, never again will I lose him.

Ney's POV:

   What have I done? What do I do? I can't believe she just left me. If she wasn't so confusing it would be so much better, but I kind of like mystery. She isn't one that is easy to get, which I like. It may be harder, but it is absolutely worth it. She is worth it.

    The love of my life just left me and I will probably never see her again. There is so many places she could go to get out of my sight. As a model, she could go anywhere and never see me again. If I can't have her, I wish her luck in her career and in life.

     I hope she meets a guy who she loves and treasures her. She may be a maze but she is so worth it. Her personality gives me life and she is so perfect. Any guy would be in luck if they could have her. Also, I hope that her kids that she will have will love and respect her and her husband. All I want for her is happiness , even if it isn't with me. That is what love is after all- sacrificing your life and hope of you being together will work out if you really love each other. I do love her though and I always will.

   All of a sudden, I heard the door squeak open; it was Xylia. Her cheeks were stained with tears and her makeup was running but she was still the most beautiful girl I had ever seen. She looked as if she would collapse in tears. Getting up, I rushed over to her and tried to wrap my arms around her. In recognition, she pulled my arms around her and cried.

Through her tears she spoke,

"Ney, I am so sorry. I am so stupid. I shouldn't have left and I regret it so much. Just so you know, I have loved you since we met. Even as a young teenager, you were so special to me. I will never leave you alone ever again, never. Neymar da Silva Santos Jr. , I love you with all my heart."

I smiled and replied, "I love you more Xylia Carolina Aguero."

With that I pulled away and kissed her lips softly.

"Xylia, dear, just so you know, last night when you fell asleep I may or may not have kissed you."

She laughed and so did I.

Xylia's POV:

     We walked over to the couch and he slid his fingers over each of the movies.

"Hmm, what should we watch?" He asked.

    He picked a movie and put it in. What would he have picked out? The menu came up and he looked at me and smiled. Of course he picked The Hobbit. Ney played the movie and sat down beside me.

     His arm moved behind me and I moved closer to him. At some point in the movie I got tired of sitting up so I layed my head on his lap. He started playing with my hair and then leaned down.

"You aren't gonna leave me again are you?"

I laughed, "Of course not Ney. Never again will I do that. I was so stupid and inconsiderate and I am so sorry. I love you so much and I am so sorry for everything."

At that moment, as soon as the words came out of my mouth, he kissed my cheek.

"You know, Xylia, I should have told you way before now that I loved you but I thought you would hate me if I told you. Then you would be gone forever."

I turned around towards him and smiled,

"Ney, all that matters is that we are together and care for each other more than the world. It doesn't matter how long it took us to realize it."

As if in agreement, he kissed me on the lips one more time.