The Rap Book

Rap 1: My Mentor

Staring out the window
Trying figure out,
Jump or fly,
There's only one way out

Staring at the blue pills
Thinking out loud
Will 90 or a hundred,
Make me fall dead

Staring at my mother
Trying bite my tongue
Watching my brother
He Grown up so young

Staring at my mentor
Help me fight this
Lost my words
Help me right this

Coz every night- I'm turning to the piss,
It helps me forget why I'm feeling like this
And every time - I think it's the last.
But every time I think of the past
How sobriety never lasted,
And yet I've fasted,
Taking my self of the piss
Lost my words
Trying to fight this
But lost my worth
Trying to right this
But now I'm cursed