Depression: A mental condition characterized by feelings of severe despondency and dejection, typically also with feelings of inadequacy and guilt, often accompanied by a lack of energy and disturbance of appetite and sleep.
Maybe its the confidence, the way you sound like you have a doctoral degree on any topic. You never struck me as one, you were gentle, sweet as ever, the calm before the storm.
And then came our greatest downfall, I'm in love with a suicidal.