Forever

Chapter 20

Sophia's POV

"Sophia, Sophia, oh god please wake up" I hear a feminine voice cry.

I flung my eyes open, and come face to face with Meagan. Behind her is Joanna crying in Matt's arms. Cameron hugging Hayes. Elizabeth and my mom embracing each other wile they both let out sobs, Will is holding Sky, Myles holding my hand on the other side of the bed, a bunch more of Nash's family, and by the sounds I can tell all of the rest of the old Magcon guys are outside the room.

"What's going on" I asked beyond lost.

After moments of awkward silence and uneasy vibes in the room my mom finally speaks up breaking apart the unbearable cold silence other than the sobs.

"Sophia I don't know how to say this, but um well uh, it's N-Na-Nash, h-he's well Sophia Nash is d-dead"

At the sound of those words My world just crumbled down right in from of me. My heart staggered in and out, and my lungs were becoming vacant of air. My face went pale, and a sick feeling washed over my body. The bile in the back of my throat was burning, and was crying to be let out. All of a sudden I bent over and threw up right in the middle of the hospital room.

I heard someone go get a nurse, well I sort of heard. The main thing that was blocking my hearing was my blood pounding.

A nurse asked everyone to leave my room. It was then that I realized i was hooked up to a Monitor, that was now beeping like crazy, and I was also in one of those hospital dresses. I felt a pair of masculine arms on me, and then a forceful push pin me down on the bed, and everything went black.

I woke up feeling very drowsy, and just not myself. Then all of the memories of the previous devastation made their way back to my head.

I felt my throat start to tighten, and It was becoming hard to breathe. A nurse ran into the room to try and calm me down.

"Sophia it is okay, shhhh calm down it's alright" the nurse spoke softly trying to calm me down, but her attempts where futile because she just made me note upset.

"No no this can't be happening. This is a lie your lying to me" I spat In the nurse's face.

"I'm so sorry Sophia, but Nash is dead. He died while he was in a coma. I truly am deeply sorry for your loss. I'll give you some time to yourself". With that the nurse left leaving me alone.

Then everything started to hit me like a truck, and I came face to face with the evil face of reality.

Nash is dead. I tried to hold in my sobs worried that the nurse would run in, but I just couldn't. I started crying, and yelling heavily.

Like I predicted the nurse ran in. After 'calming' me down again she left.

Nash can't be dead this can't be happening. I remember the first day I met Nash, it was freshman year and he was wearing this maroon t-shirt that said 'Philadelphia' on it, and a pair of black nike shorts.

It was like love at first sight. I remember the first date he took me on. I remember how happy I felt that day, it was the perfect day.

Oh god why is this happening to me? I loved him so much, and now he's gone, he's been ripped away from me.

"Nash if you can hear me I just want to let you know how much I love you. You were my first, and only love, and always will be. I'm so sorry for all of this Nash. It's my fault if I hadn't told Ashby, or let you leave that hotel room you would still be here with me right now." I sobbed out loud.

I took a deep breathe then spoke " Nash you are in a better place now, I know your up with the angels watching over me, thank you so much for all your love and support. You made my life a title wave of emotions, some good, and some bad, but I wouldn't take back any of them. I don't regret one thing when it comes to you and me, and you of all people know we've down some stupid things in the past Like going to that hotel and pouring all that soap into the huge fountain, and then getting banned for life, or when that girl at the ice cream place was fangirling over you, and not even paying attention, so I went behind the counter and grabbed as much ice cream as I could. I guess what I'm trying to say is that you are the best thing that had ever happened to me, and I wish you were just here in my arms right now. I love you so much Hamilton Nash Grier, you will forever be in my heart and I will never forget you. Oh, and one more thing Nasherooni, make sure you say hi to my dad for me, I love you".

I fell to the floor practically drawing in my own sobs.