I Can't Believe It Myself
I'm Hurt & Bruised
I get up feeling pain in between my legs I limp into the bathroom I didn't bother to look in the mirror. I wasn't ready to. I take a glimpse down between my lips as I see purple marks on my thighs. Rage feels my eyes as I remember his hard thrust into my body. I lock the door, I turn on the tub water to Luke warm. Once it was ready I slid in wincing in pain. I close my eyes slowly remembering what happened between me & my ex. Micheal
I sit up off the couch it was about 1am. I slide my ice cream bowl inside the kitchen sink when I hear a loud crash. Immediately have a bad feeling in my stomach. I grab a bat off the corner wall and look around I walk towards the living room. I look to my left and see my window busted then my ex Michael. I jump in fear he walks towards me and I swing off him in his gut then I continuously hit him but he tackled me on the ground as his nod bled out. I tried to scream but my mouth was covered by his huge hands. I feel a solid cold metal on my skin I look down and see a gun. He spoke with such demand it brought tears
"Get your little ass upstairs pull any tricks I'll shoot you" I went upstairs actually ran I grabbed my phone and texted my bestfriend Lilly. Quickly sliding my phone under the bed he pushed my door open and grabbed me by my pajama shorts. Then my waist pushing me onto the bed he climbed between me kissing my neck I-
I begin feeling tears flow down my face disrupting my flashback. I leaned up and scrubbed my body imagining his body was never on me. Once I finished I slowly walked out my bathroom and there he was sitting up on the bed. I jumped as my eyes filled again I swear I'm going to kill him. I walk to my dresser and slid my underwear & bra on. I put on my white sweatpants with a white v neck with my pink & white Adidas jacket. I grabbed my socks and slid them on along with my pink Jordan's (pink Concords forgot the name). I sigh and walk to the bathroom applying makeup one thing I couldn't hide was the pain that rushed through my body and head. I heard a knock on the front door then Michael's footsteps. "Who the fuck is that" he says to me. I could feel my voice box stop. I walk to the front door downstairs, I open the door and see Tray. I couldn't even smile I love Tray. He's like my big brother but then again a little more I look up into his eyes slowly gazing. His hazel eyes always got me they started into mine then it went off. His eyes follow the brick on the floor and glass shattered.
