I wake up around my usual time at 6:10 but something was different the spell of sweet pancakes hit my nose. Weird. I get up and walk downstairs thinking of my boyfriend Jacquees he's down in Florida for our one year anniversary sadly. My mom & dad are at work then they're going out for dinner so I'm alone all day. As I step into the kitchen with nothing but a shirt & my underwear that is really Quees but when he's gone i wear it. I look up at and see my boyfriend I gasp loudly covering my hand over my mouth as a bright smile fills my face. I giggle and run to him jumping onto his waist line. I rest my face in the crook of his neck giggling. He wraps his muscular arms around me tight as i feel him breathing on my neck and a slight groan from happiness. I smile as he slowly puts me down.
"Baby you look beautiful" I giggle.
"I'm not even wearing anything special just your T-shirt because I thought you were doing some business stuff" I sigh
"I'm here now though" he says turning towards the stove still holding me and slides my food on a plate. He grabs my thighs pulling them away from his body letting me know to hop down. Once I do he hands me my plate grabbing my hand slowly walking to the table. He sits down in a chair I feel his warm huge hands on my waist forcing me down into his lap. I see his work dive into my food and place near my mouth I open my mouth and chew. I blink as he feeds me till the food is gone. He picks me up, walks to the kitchen with the plate & utensils. I wait near the table thinking what is he doing here and what does he plan on doing with me. He walk back out grabbing my hand and walks me into the living room I take a glimpse around. I spot a bunch of roses sitting on the coffee table. I smile as I wall over to them with him following me. I pick up a rose and sniff it gently. I giggle and turn my attention to him. I look around again and see a huge teddy bear on the couch. I sit down on the couch sitting back against it as I feel Quees sit behind me. I rest my back against his chest as I squeeze him tight.
"Baby" I say closing my eyes slightly
"Yes" he responds sliding his warm hands down my smooth thigh dragging his finger tips along with his hand. I begin to feel my goose bumps appear on my skin.
"We're both old enough to start a family right?" I ask
"Babygirl.. give it some time I want to be able to buy you guys-" I cut him off knowing where it was leading to
"Baby stop.. you don't have to spoil us nearly to death." I say "shit you already bout me 800 dollars worth of Uggs & nearly 3,000 worth of clothes if you estimate it including our prom. Look Jacquees I'm not asking for money I'm asking for us to have a family you know take it to the next level. I understand if you say not right now. I do have college and you have a career but I want you to know I want you to hustle in music because you love it and you're helping out now always providing just through money. I need you mentally." I explain to him. He lilts his head down dragging his hand over his head then he smile at me. It brings a great smile across my face.
" okay baby" he says. I rest my head on him. All night & day we talked we chose not to do much. Because.. soon he'll be back of the rode and what I'll miss more than the dates is the long talks and being in his arms. that's what real love is about
one year down.. an infinity to go. ✨
