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2. Memories

Dear Yoongi,

Hey baby. How was your day? It must be stressful there in the U.S. right? Are things doing well? I've missed you much, so I've been writing these letters to let go of the pain... the pain of not having you by my side. There's something I feel whenever I write these to you. It's like I'm still connected with you; it makes me think that you're not entirely gone from my life.

I know that you're very busy these past weeks so I'm not expecting a reply back but just sending these letters to you makes me feel happier.

You always tell me to think of the good times whenever I'm sad, I remember that reassuring face you always had whenever you told me that. Now without you, I only rely on my memories... my memories of you and your words, our happy days together and beautiful nights alone stargazing. It feels so lonely being in my own head for so long since that all I wanted to do ever since you left.

I remember the night where you told me you had to leave? Oh, that was such a clear memory. Ever since you did, I've kept my promise, Yoongi. My eyes haven't been laid on anyone else, and I've never forgotten about you, heck I mentally can't. Some nights I even go back to the park where we parted ways. I would always sit there and wait, sometimes listening to some music until 9:42 pm, then leave, the exact time when you did. If that doesn't show you how much I miss you, I don't know what would.

Even work has been hard. Everything reminds me of you, it actually aches my heart. Seeing couples living happily, knowing that could've been us too, keeping in touch with your friends and hearing them tell stories about you...

I've tried to keep you as mentally close to me as I can, and I hope you have been too. Even though we're hundreds of thousands of miles away, you still remain in my heart. Please don't ever forget me Yoongi. Let's meet again. I'll be waiting.

-Jimin