4. When I Left

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Dear Jimin,

Hey Minnie. I'm sorry I haven't been writing back to you. There has been lots of things going on and I haven't gotten the chance to sit down and properly write to you.

I've missed you too Minnie. It's been lonely here without you. And since you're wondering, I'm doing great, there haven't been any issues with work or anything, overall, there's nothing you should be worried about. I've just felt a bit lost ever since I moved here to the U.S.

Things are a bit difficult to get used to here and I would be lying if I said I wanted to stay. Being back home with you sounds amazing, I wish I could get back with you too. And to be honest, I miss your hugs :( I miss snuggling with you under our blankets watching romance movies on a Saturday night. I miss your lips. I miss your voice, Minnie.

I hated to see you so upset the night I had to go. I hated how we needed to break off contact. I cried every time I read your letters. When I left, I never wanted you to feel that way. I didn't want you to be sad; I even told you. It makes me feel so guilty when you said that you often wait for me. Of course, I'm not at fault but the fact that you remember everything, and the fact that I left... it makes me think that I've left a bad memory inside you. I remembered saying that I wanted you to remember all the good times we had. This; me leaving, is going to overlap over those good memories. And I feel so bad that I can't change it.

Please don't think of me too much Minnie, don't let it influence your life too much, stay focused and work hard... I'll be back before you know it. But for now, we can still be in contact. I'll give you my new number. Let's talk again soon.

xxx-xxx-xxxx

-Yoongi

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