My mom was a crybaby. Thats where I got it from but I grew out of it. I was so sensitive as a kid. All of my emotions were trying to cover for the lack of fear. Anger, sadness, happiness, suprised. I felt a lot as a kid but I never seemed to feel the one thing I needed. I didn't have the fear of deadlines so I always turned my stuff in late or never at all. I never had the fear of disappointment.
I mean I knew it was bad to walk in front of cars but I didn't seem to fear it. I never feared death it was just a thing that happened. I didn't fear the woods and walked right into them. I didn't jump or cower away when weird noises were made. Not even when a person with an everlasting smile walked infront of me covered in blood. He would point his knife at me and I would giggle. He even asked if he was beautiful and I said I didn't know.
"Am I beautiful "
"I don't know do you think your beautiful"
"Yes, absolutely. I'm the most beautiful person on this sick planet"
"Then yes. Am I beautiful"
"Well you don't look like me but I guess"
I giggle and tried to grab his hand. He jumped back and I tried again and again and again. I giggle and laughed the whole time. He eventually got down in front of me and said.
"I don't want to see you in this woods again okay. I'll have to kill you. Now don't let anyone step on that light you have and don't let anyone take it away. Kill if you have to but just keep smiling like me. If you smile all the bad things will go away"
And so I stopped being a crybaby and smiled. I stopped being picked on and was able to make a group of friends. And if anyone tried to take my happiness away I punched them and I punched them hard. I guess because of a killer I was able to be somewhat 'normal'.
I was almost done with my last patient. He was a golden retriever got sick from eating something he wasn't supposed to. 20 more minutes and then I could leave.
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𝔜𝔬𝔲 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔨 𝔦𝔱𝔰 𝔱𝔦𝔪𝔢 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔞𝔫𝔬𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔯 𝔤𝔞𝔪𝔢
You think its time for another gameꫝꪑꪑ ꪗꫀᦓ
Hmm yes~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~●
There was a loud crash out side of the store. A scream was heard before more crashing. I casually walked out and was amazed at what I saw.
A bunch of butterflies. They were all sizes and different colors. I put my hand out and some landed on me.
"So pretty"
I started to walk and they all followed. I was in the street and a car was coming. I barely got out of the way but it didn't really matter to much. Grinny had walked out and seemed startled. I motioned for him to follow me before heading back home. They flew all around me and would land before flying off.
There was one that landed right on my chest and didn't move. It was a light blue but it seemed to glow different colors. It was a totally different from the rest. The others didn't shine like this one but the others were still pretty too.
As we got to the apartment I tried to get them off.
"Come on please get off. Even if I want you guys you still need to go. I wish you a safe travel but you need to go. Go back to a beautiful home and rest well"
As I gently picked up the one on my chest I held my finger out. It flew upwards before circling around me the others following. Then they burst into flowers. It was a beautiful sight. I caught one in my hands and it glowed a bright pink. It was like holding a sunset the colors were captivating and I wanted to keep them all. But I let the wind take them hopefully to a safe and comfortable place.

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Why me? (creepypasta x reader)
DiversosI had never been scared as a child. I guess I didn't understand the concept of danger. I was okay with that though. But others weren't. I frequently got into fights and had to go to the hospital a couple of times. I met the man in the woods he cam...