Sinecerely a growing woman

Is it her or am i confused

I don't know what I'm feeling
I've never felt this way before
But I know it's more then friendship that I feel.
Every time you smile I get this weird tingling feeling in the pit of my stomach.
It does feel like a crush
Maybe I'm confused
Or maybe I'm in denial
Maybe I secretly know
But something that I don't want to admit?
It just feels so good and so right
But then there's this voice
Saying
Isn't it too late ?
If I was I would've already have known.. right ?
Every time I drift into space you pop in to my head.
Is she okay?
Why is she sad?
I want to cheer her up so bad.
I want to see her smile
It gives me joy
She makes feel so different
I feel very conflicted
I'm confused
Is this how it's supposed to feel ?
Or am I just..
Confused

Sincerely a confused growing woman