I just don't get it
I've been trying so hard
All I had wanted to do was to make him happy
Sometimes I wonder
Would I be better off dead
I just wanted to see him smile
But I feel so useless like i could never make him happy
Sometimes I question
Am I even good enough
Am I pretty enough
What have I done so wrong
Yea before I ran my mouth
I corrected it though
I was hurt and not thinking
This time I am hurting and thinking of everything
Making sure I keep it all in
When you love some one you don't just give up on them
I haven't gave up on him
So why do I feel like he's given up on me
Why do I feel like that he doesn't want me any longer
YOU ARE READING
Inside my soul : a book of poems
PoetryThese poems are what I have written in the past I haven't wrote anything new lately. There may be some triggers as to suicide ideation, abuse, and addiction.
