The Bond

I earned his trust?

Bakugou's Pov:

Hug? I'm being hugged? But, why... why do they care for me.. they don't even need me.... But, they try to bring me closer when I push them away. "Bakugou, please don't go..." I here Mina whimper out as she slowly started to sob. "Yea Bakugou, we need you to stay strong!" Sero says and I just collapse into Kaminari's arms as more tears fell. "Please follow my breathing, me and you can solve this." "You don't have to do it alone! We're here to help you!" I continue to gasp for air as I listen to their words, that's all I can do. "H-Hur-ts" I managed to say through my gasping. "I know it does but it'll pass, can you follow my breathing Bakugou?" I nod and listen to his breathing as I feel Mina grab my hand. "Please breathe Bakugou!" she says as I buried my face in Kaminari's chest as I finally caught my breathe. I pant as I continue to breathe, even thought my breathing was slowly getting back to normal I kept a tight grip on Kaminari. I don't want to let go. "Thank god! I was so worried." I hear Sero speak up and I felt Kaminari add.

"Bakugou can you try and sleep now? Please, just for a few minutes." Mina begged me and I slowly nod. I slowly grew drowsy when I felt someone warm touch my back. I was to tired to look up so I didn't see who it was before I fell asleep.

Kaminari's Pov:

I hear the door open and our eyes shift to see who it is except Bakugou, he's been hurting inside and we didn't notice it. We're some of the closest people to him but we were to blind to see him struggling. Is that why he grew distant from us? Me and the rest of the BakuSquad was planning on having a sleepover tonight to talk but now we can just hangout and privately inform Kirishima, Jirou, and Shinsou unless Bakugou says otherwise. I'll wait for his command and I know the others will too.

Bakugou was in my lap practically hiding his face from the world in my chest as Me and the others watch Todoroki walk over to me and him. I think Bakugou was falling asleep because he didn't even bother to move when Todoroki touched him, unless he's already used to his touch. To be honest Todoroki didn't look surprised to see Bakugou like this. Has it happened before? Maybe that's why Todoroki grew attached to Bakugou.

"Is he okay? I'm guessing he had another attack?" He asked in quiet voice. I'm guessing he doesn't want to wake him up. "Don't tell anyone else about the attacks, not yet. It's a really sensitive topic to him right now." Todoroki says and we all nod as Sero closed the door and locked it so no one else could interfere. Jirou and Kirishima know that if our door is locked they'd have to knock a special code only the Baku Squad know. "Todoroki?" I hear Mina question his name as he picked Bakugou up from my lap. "Brace yourself on the bed or sit next to him on the bed, I'll put him back in your grasp as soon as your comfortable Kaminari?" I tilt my head in confusion. "Why me?" Todoroki smiled at me. "Bakugou fell asleep in your arms which means he trust you enough to stay close to him." Mina and Sero pout slightly at Todoroki's words.

I did as I was told and braced myself against the bed so it wouldn't feel weird. As soon as I was ready I reached for Bakugou and Todoroki placed him on my lap so his head used my shoulder as a pillow. I look down at the sleeping Bakugou, he didn't even look mad, he looked more sad than anything. Todoroki was about to leave but Sero stopped him. "Todoroki, we want to know as much as you know about Bakugou and his current state!" Sero announced to him while looking really serious, "Yes, do tell us." Mina adds "Well I'll tell you but, bundle up. I read the forecast and there's gonna be another blizzard. I know in Bakugou's bag he has a big blanket so i'll grab it along with some popcorn and hot chocolate I brought, one of you should bring Kirishima also here since he knows a little as well." He said and Sero volunteered to get Kirishima.

When Sero and Todoroki left I looked at Bakugou again. "What's that on Bakugou's arm?" Mina asked and I shrug as I try to find what she saw. She rolled Bakugou's sleeve up to see cuts, is he cutting? Maybe it's not a habit yet...

Mina went to the bathroom so it was just me and Bakugou. I held Bakugou closer to me as I felt it get colder. If he trust me then I'm gonna do my best to gain more of it. If Bakugou needs someone to talk to I'll always listen. I bet Shinsou would too, to bad he's in class 1-B, him and Bakugou are little closer than I am and I think they met in the past but Shinsou and Bakugou haven't said anything yet.  But when Bakugou isn't with us I can tell Shinsou is worried... Does Shinsou no more than Todoroki? Is he closer to Bakugou than Kirishima and Midoriya? MIdoriya and Bakugou grew up really close but I remember Midoriya say how Bakugou changed and that it isn't his fault... Bakugou was pushed to the limit and never recovered. Was he referring to an accident? 

Before I even knew it Mina was back and wrapping Bakugou's arm with Bandages as Sero and Kirishima walk in. "Hey G-!" Kirishima cut himself off when he saw me cradling Bakugou. "Oh, Kaminari your finally back." Mina says to me. "Huh?" "I think you were deep in thought because you weren't listening to me." She says with a soft laugh as Sero sits down with Kirishima and Todoroki also came in with other things before locking the door. Mina takes the blanket wraps it around me and Bakugou so we didn't freeze. Todoroki had a few more blankets that he passed out to the others before he finally took a seat. As we all got settled the blizzard already started.

"I think Bakugou is having some trauma from the LoV attacking him again and from last time." Kirishima says but Todoroki denies him. "Bakugou is suffering from PTSD, Anxiety, and maybe even depression." Todoroki says and My eyes widened. 

End of chapter 17

Word count: 1115

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