Chapter 1

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---BEE---
Ever since I moved to America things have been different... not necessarily in a bad way....but not necessarily in a good way either.
"Hey I'm bee! I'm 17 and in my last year of school, I like music, reading, gaming and my dog Rosie" I say into the mirror. I was trying this new thing 'socialising' ugh.. I was never the social butterfly type. I'm more of a sit in the corner and play video games type of girl...but now I'm starting at a new school and a whole new country.. I have to make some friends.
I miss Australia but I just had to get away from It. Don't get me wrong I loved it there but when my parents died I knew it was time for me to move on. I sit down on the floor and sigh. Rosie waddles up to me and lays in my lap....i wish humans were more like dogs.

---PARKER---
I was goofing around on the cube getting ready for my episode when I see
Heyimbee bee has joined the game
Oh bees online, she hasn't been on for a while. I heard something about her moving to America I wonder where in America...
Hey bee! - I type In chat
Hey Parker TS? - she asks
She wants me to go on team speak with her? That's weird but ok.
I join her team-speak room
"Heyyy beeee!"
"hey Parker! Will you record a clip with me?" She giggles
"Of course I will bee! How are you settling in to your new apartment?"
"I have most stuff moved in.... I'm just worried about moving schools...i was never the friend maker type" I can tell she's nervous "I'm sure you'll do fine! What's not to Lo- like about you?.... Hey? Where did you move anyway?"
"Oh I moved to LA ." (Idk I have no clue were Parker lives I'm not even American)
"Hey that's where I live!" I started getting exited... we talked for a little longer and it turns out bee lives in an apartment building about 10 minutes away from me.

We talk for about an hour planning and filming our clips together. "thanks for recording with me Parker but I gotta go eat dinner and get ready for school tomorrow"
"Ok bye bee! Good luck with school FACE YOUR FEARS" I say she giggles and exits the team speak room... I'm glad I don't have to go to school anymore. I never really fit in.
---BEE---
Parker is so nice I'm glad to have him as a friend. it's now 8:30 and I have no time to make dinner "take out it is" I go to McDonald's and get my usual a quarter pounder with chips (fries) and a coke. I haven't got my dining table set up yet so I just sit on my bed eating McDonald's and scrolling through Twitter and YouTube. Then a comment catches my eye.... 'why the fuck is bee so fucking fat?'..... I look at myself in the mirror, sitting on my bed eating McDonald's... I stand up and throw away the burger and the fries then tip my coke down the sink... "I need to look good for school, I can't be fat"
I change into my pyjamas and look at myself in the full body mirror. I turn to the side. Suck in. Breath out. I lift up my arm and pinch the fat that giggles off it. I look at my thighs and my butt... Maybe they're right....I just won't eat tomorrow... I check my phone 9:30. I turn off the light and go to sleep.

Please read VVV
Thanks for reading my first chapter! I know bee is no where near fat! in this fanfic she is an average weight but the way she sees herself is disorientated because of social expectations of beauty.... highlighting things such as anorexia and bulimia THIS MAY BE TRIGGERING sorry for short chapter :3

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